I don't know. Too much shit happened here and there's too many bad memories involved with this place. I've had fun with some people here but it's just too much to deal with anymore if I'm being honest. I doubt anyone would even notice my absence anyways. It hurts a lot but I kinda think it's something I should do. If anyone has suggestions on what I should do I'm open to them. Right now I'm just in between recreating possibly or leaving altogether. I don't know. It's a very uncertain/uncomfortable time in my life.