*gives a comforting hug*

aaaa its not your english, its just sometimes it can get a little too descriptive and i get overwhelmed ;;w;; its not your fault, i just get a little stressed whenever i feel like im being directed too much, er, well when i feel like i dont have much control over the commission ;;w;;

and also because there's other people getting up my back about their commission ;w; its hard to draw when nothing ever seems good enough ya know?

Don't be afraid to take a small break. Being an artist shouldn't be your job, but rather a hobby that you can earn money off of. It's the same with things like YouTube. If you go "I have to do this or else I will die" then you lose interest because it's not something you want to do but rather something you have to!

I'm sorry to hear this. If it's my commission that is causing you too much stress then you can easily break away from what I have noted you. If you draw a stick with Smoothy's face on it, I would be happy! xD You are welcome to do whatever you would like!! :D