well im glad im more awakened now.
im glad my eyes finally came in.

and im glad i can finally see all the shit.

My heart no longer aches for you, i can no longer view you the same, i dont know what happened to the person who i once called friend but i can no longer feel the same.

two weeks.
two. weeks.

and then the decision will be made.

i can only hope you keep from reading this until then, keep from your promises of ridding of me, keep everything at bay and to a minimal.

otherwise itd be pretty dickish of you to just throw me out today knowing i litteraly have no where and nothing, knowing a lot of things actually.