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My artist journey
8 years ago
I am taking the oppotunity to spend some time drawing and while I hold great pride in how much I improved, I also felt the inferiority behind it.
Recent drawings and the project I drew I was truly proud of it but after a while it became less appealing as time passes. I was working on the Marissa comic page I drew and while I receive positive replies from my friends I also discovered it looked bad in lesser saturation and muddier shadings. Why the hell didn't I notice this before? I made a couple of changes by changing its Color blend while some mistakes were fixed, news ones presents itself. While I enjoyed drawing them it becomes a strain as time passes.
I admit that some people I know have improved while it felt like I didn't, or is it conspiracy against me or am I going mad?
This is starting to feel like the journey of 'layers of fear' game I played where the artist sees perfection, then sees ugliness on he picture at the ending.
What the hell is happening to me?
Recent drawings and the project I drew I was truly proud of it but after a while it became less appealing as time passes. I was working on the Marissa comic page I drew and while I receive positive replies from my friends I also discovered it looked bad in lesser saturation and muddier shadings. Why the hell didn't I notice this before? I made a couple of changes by changing its Color blend while some mistakes were fixed, news ones presents itself. While I enjoyed drawing them it becomes a strain as time passes.
I admit that some people I know have improved while it felt like I didn't, or is it conspiracy against me or am I going mad?
This is starting to feel like the journey of 'layers of fear' game I played where the artist sees perfection, then sees ugliness on he picture at the ending.
What the hell is happening to me?
Just keep looking forward. Its like shedding part of yourself but eventually we get to a point we can be content, although just for a little while, haha.
Life is a journey after all.