Coming along
8 years ago
Getting back up from the ground guys. Been stuck in this dark depression for a long time now.
I'm not proud of what happened last week, but it has forced me to seek professional help. I have bad bipolar disorder and anxiety issues (general and social) and am being medicated for it, and therapy is coming up.
They tried to medicate me before but it resulted in insomnia and a bad manic episode so I decided to discontinue the treatment, but looks like they gave me the correct stuff now.
I am sedated while the medicine begins to work, they said it will take around two weeks to make sure they gave me the right stuff, so I'm sleepy most of the time.
What is important is that the medicine will take away that 'meh' that prevents me from working when I feel like shit, so that's exciting to look forward to. I will say on this anxiety stuff, the rushing thoughts that come with hypomania are gone and I can think clearly for the first time in my life.
Give me a little more time to get better and able to deal with people, and I'm going to make sure everybody gets helped. For now, babysteps and I'm better off working offline for a little while as I am a tad unstable.
-EC Out
I'm not proud of what happened last week, but it has forced me to seek professional help. I have bad bipolar disorder and anxiety issues (general and social) and am being medicated for it, and therapy is coming up.
They tried to medicate me before but it resulted in insomnia and a bad manic episode so I decided to discontinue the treatment, but looks like they gave me the correct stuff now.
I am sedated while the medicine begins to work, they said it will take around two weeks to make sure they gave me the right stuff, so I'm sleepy most of the time.
What is important is that the medicine will take away that 'meh' that prevents me from working when I feel like shit, so that's exciting to look forward to. I will say on this anxiety stuff, the rushing thoughts that come with hypomania are gone and I can think clearly for the first time in my life.
Give me a little more time to get better and able to deal with people, and I'm going to make sure everybody gets helped. For now, babysteps and I'm better off working offline for a little while as I am a tad unstable.
-EC Out
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Glad to hear, I know the relief of finding the right meds and oh boy does it ever take a long time for them to get it right sometimes! Cheers friend, get well soon. <3
be well and feel better
Hang in there.
We are all proud of you and cant wait to see what you have in store for us.
Best of luck
*Hugs them EC*
Loves
~ Sir Jake