#SleepingForever
8 years ago
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I haven't been able to get back to working on stuff yet, mainly because my sleep schedule is still fucked resulting in me being tired as hell. Up all night, asleep all day... right now I'm trying to keep myself awake for a bit after sleeping for 5 hours so I can go back to bed at a decent hour, but I'm still so groggy I could probably just crawl back into bed and pass out. =w=;
I feel bad about not working on anything since the con... I know I have to, but I'm just... so TIRED. Plus, I have other obligations to start getting under control (chores, paying my old doc to send files to my new doc, cleaning out my friend's apartment of perishable food while she's in the hospital, blood tests...) - for me, this is a LOT of work. I'm sooo not use to it, and even though I'm not feeling nearly as depressed / anxious as I was, I'm still having trouble pulling my ass up and gathering the motivation to do it all. It's just... so much for me, it's kind of overwhelming,,,
I need to work out a schedule for chores and shit... but right now, I'm tired, so I'm just going to kinda exist at my desk for the next two hours.
I feel bad about not working on anything since the con... I know I have to, but I'm just... so TIRED. Plus, I have other obligations to start getting under control (chores, paying my old doc to send files to my new doc, cleaning out my friend's apartment of perishable food while she's in the hospital, blood tests...) - for me, this is a LOT of work. I'm sooo not use to it, and even though I'm not feeling nearly as depressed / anxious as I was, I'm still having trouble pulling my ass up and gathering the motivation to do it all. It's just... so much for me, it's kind of overwhelming,,,
I need to work out a schedule for chores and shit... but right now, I'm tired, so I'm just going to kinda exist at my desk for the next two hours.
FA+

I have far more trouble with fursuit stuff than I do drawing, but even this week drawing has been, like... "nah".
I'm going to go to bed soon and hopefully be able to sleep for a few hours and fix my sleep schedule. I was feeling a lot more motivated when I wasn't nocturnal, so I'm hoping those feelings will return once I fix myself. XD