i've shared this with a few people but my living situation isn't good

my roommate, partner and I had a falling out. They called us hurtful slurs and said they didn't care about us and promptly moved out while also giving rent money for April. We have 1 month to find a roommate so we don't get our apartment- WHICH WE JUST MOVED INTO- pulled out from under us.

I'm working on things as I go, I know it's taking a long time for those who already bought commissions but I promise I am working on them. There's just... so much going on and I'm trying to keep my partner alive and myself included because tbh suicidal thoughts have crept into both of our minds.

I'm still here. I'm still trying to be as productive as I can without losing motivation or getting stupidly depressed that I do a poor job on the commissions. I want them to look good, I'm trying so hard.

I'm so sorry it's taking so long... none of it is forgotten though, I wrote everything down.