Some news...
8 years ago
Hello there,
A journal to give some news because last times push me to take a distance with everything and everybody.
Maybe this journal will help you understand why I am distant from all networks for months. It’s difficult to keep a smile in front of peoples when everything in your life is falling.
Since Christmas 2016, an accumulation of rather bad news, health troubles and important personal problems have turn my life in hell and plunged me into a state of burnout and then depression... I still try to fight against it, even if it’s really start to be better for few days.
One of the consequences: I can’t draw. I don’t do anything since the last days of 2016. That had never happened to me before. Not really an art block (I don’t think so). I have ideas and desires but when I get in front of the sheet, I cannot. And sometimes it’s even physically impossible.
That’s why you seen nothing from me for long time. Fortunately, it’s slowly change and I try draw things sometime. Mostly Livepics because they require a lot of attention and concentration and it saves me from thinking about something else for a while. I keep in archives for now, because not in mood to share. Hope coming days will continues in this direction…
For 2017 I have no convention planed. Because all that plus many other things, I missed NFC, CFz or EF… I wanted to make one (or two) from these three for 2017. I’m sad about that. For now, I have no plan for 2017 or 2018… Sorry for the ones I promise I will be there. Hope can see all you IRL very soon.
I planned to make a fursuit outing with Pucky or Titash at the Anime con “Japan Touch” in Lyon, mid-April. I’m not sure to be able to do it, in my actual situation. I will take a decision, the days before the event.
The desire to make real and work on many new or old projects is slowly come back and I think it’s something good. Thanks to the one who help me last times… and for the others, if you want to help me, thanks to don’t talk about this period anymore, with me. I don’t have the mood and desire for that and I would like to turn the page as a possible… if it’s possible.
I hope back to normal in coming days/weeks and have fun toggether a before.
A journal to give some news because last times push me to take a distance with everything and everybody.
Maybe this journal will help you understand why I am distant from all networks for months. It’s difficult to keep a smile in front of peoples when everything in your life is falling.
Since Christmas 2016, an accumulation of rather bad news, health troubles and important personal problems have turn my life in hell and plunged me into a state of burnout and then depression... I still try to fight against it, even if it’s really start to be better for few days.
One of the consequences: I can’t draw. I don’t do anything since the last days of 2016. That had never happened to me before. Not really an art block (I don’t think so). I have ideas and desires but when I get in front of the sheet, I cannot. And sometimes it’s even physically impossible.
That’s why you seen nothing from me for long time. Fortunately, it’s slowly change and I try draw things sometime. Mostly Livepics because they require a lot of attention and concentration and it saves me from thinking about something else for a while. I keep in archives for now, because not in mood to share. Hope coming days will continues in this direction…
For 2017 I have no convention planed. Because all that plus many other things, I missed NFC, CFz or EF… I wanted to make one (or two) from these three for 2017. I’m sad about that. For now, I have no plan for 2017 or 2018… Sorry for the ones I promise I will be there. Hope can see all you IRL very soon.
I planned to make a fursuit outing with Pucky or Titash at the Anime con “Japan Touch” in Lyon, mid-April. I’m not sure to be able to do it, in my actual situation. I will take a decision, the days before the event.
The desire to make real and work on many new or old projects is slowly come back and I think it’s something good. Thanks to the one who help me last times… and for the others, if you want to help me, thanks to don’t talk about this period anymore, with me. I don’t have the mood and desire for that and I would like to turn the page as a possible… if it’s possible.
I hope back to normal in coming days/weeks and have fun toggether a before.
Heureusement ça commence a aller mieux ces derniers jours. :)
et pense a rajouter sur toi une etiquette "lavage a sec" vu tes probleme avec l'eau lol
I hope things get better for you soon, Titash
Yes it's like fighting with yourself and your thinking and feellings. So easy to fall back.
*hugs*
I hope see you too soon.
*hugs*
C'est une accumulations de très grosses merdes depuis décembre. C'est vraiment dur.
C'est un peu la première fois que je fais une dépression a ce niveau, c'est violent.
Heureusement depuis quelques jours y'a des moments de mieux, comme par exemple en ce moment.
C'était vraiment sympa cette après midi là.
Bisous et à très bientôt j'espère.
Oui ça commence a aller mieux par moments, même si ce n’est toujours pas très facile. J'espère qu'il n'y aura pas de 4e mois comme ça.
L'envie de dessiner commence a revenir et je me suis un peu fait plaisir hier après midi de ce côté là.
Merci beaucoup en tous cas. J’espère revenir sur un cycle plus "normal" assez vite.
PS: Le "tu" c'est mieux que le "vous". ;)
Bah comme on fais tous partie de la même communauté, autan utiliser le "tu" comme une grande famille. :)
T'inquiète pas, ça va bien mieux ces derniers jours. Je dessine un peu, à nouveau. :) Merci.
Yes it's super long. It'sthe 3rd month for me.
Good luck for you too.
"Friends multiply happiness and divides sadness"
Or something like that because I don't remember the quote exactly. Just a way to say that friends can help each other out.
I'm sorry things have been hard for you my meerkat friend. I still remember when I got the chance to meet you, and I hope one day I will get to do that again. :)
I'll be rooting for you!
Hope you are feeling better, everybody goes through a rough patch, take your time to heal, everything will be fine, don't rush it. You are an amazing artist, and I love your work.
It'sreally better these days. :) Hope it will continue like this. :)