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13# More music coming?
8 years ago
Eeeey is me, journal! Its 1 am here and as always I figured that that's a great time to write a journal. My poor sleepcycle... wait.. I have none xD
Well, to get to the topic, its been 3 months of me making next to no music at all.
That has a bunch of different reasons.
First: The job I am working at is very tiring. Its basically dishwashing.
And they dont say "from a dishwasher to a millionaire" for nothing.
That will change though, because with the end of April I can finally move on from that.
Second: I made changes in the way I work on music, bought a piece of software
that changed a lot for me. I am also going to buy a synth soon. Then I am set up with everything I needet lately.
Third: I am still trying to figure out a better name for my internet persona. As of now, most of my
accounts were opened on the name "kacktusman". That is not a good name. Its not something you'll remember,
its not representing the style of music I want to make nor is it representing my interests and to top it off its
really stupid if you know german and figure out what my 14 year old self came up with back then.
To this problem, I still dont have a solution. This step is really important for me though...
I dont really want to make bigger steps with this name. I want to change it as soon as possible.
But I still cant decide. It should be something thats not out there 1000000 times already, something i can relate to...
I guess I'll have to figure this one out on my own.. Its really... REALLY hard for me to find one or two words to describe my music and myself.
Maybe I should not take it to serious... but I cant loose the feeling this needs to be done right...
I hope to start making a lot of music again soon. Through summer, I want to increase my "production" a lot.
But those last 3 months were just terrible, and I am sorry I didnt get myself to do more.
Ill try my best to get back on track soon ^^
I guess thats my status update for now. If you read all this, you deserve a cookie.
People like you really keep me going and pushing myself. Thank you for that :)
(Even though you dont need to read all my random thoughts x) )
At last, lets throw in some music, shall we?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sx6cgltQg5E
https://soundcloud.com/youthcontrol.....-despair-remix
Well, to get to the topic, its been 3 months of me making next to no music at all.
That has a bunch of different reasons.
First: The job I am working at is very tiring. Its basically dishwashing.
And they dont say "from a dishwasher to a millionaire" for nothing.
That will change though, because with the end of April I can finally move on from that.
Second: I made changes in the way I work on music, bought a piece of software
that changed a lot for me. I am also going to buy a synth soon. Then I am set up with everything I needet lately.
Third: I am still trying to figure out a better name for my internet persona. As of now, most of my
accounts were opened on the name "kacktusman". That is not a good name. Its not something you'll remember,
its not representing the style of music I want to make nor is it representing my interests and to top it off its
really stupid if you know german and figure out what my 14 year old self came up with back then.
To this problem, I still dont have a solution. This step is really important for me though...
I dont really want to make bigger steps with this name. I want to change it as soon as possible.
But I still cant decide. It should be something thats not out there 1000000 times already, something i can relate to...
I guess I'll have to figure this one out on my own.. Its really... REALLY hard for me to find one or two words to describe my music and myself.
Maybe I should not take it to serious... but I cant loose the feeling this needs to be done right...
I hope to start making a lot of music again soon. Through summer, I want to increase my "production" a lot.
But those last 3 months were just terrible, and I am sorry I didnt get myself to do more.
Ill try my best to get back on track soon ^^
I guess thats my status update for now. If you read all this, you deserve a cookie.
People like you really keep me going and pushing myself. Thank you for that :)
(Even though you dont need to read all my random thoughts x) )
At last, lets throw in some music, shall we?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sx6cgltQg5E
https://soundcloud.com/youthcontrol.....-despair-remix
