so, i feel like i should do something ncie. and i want to hear what other people think. i'm intersted in hearing who you like, look up to, or who inspires you. any reason that makes you smile when you think about them. or see when they are doing well.

for me i think the biggest thing i could ever say is  outputt being one of the most important people i know of. not only are they an amazing artist, a super nice person, and fun to talk to, but they also made one the the most important things to me. what they had done was give me something i can connect with i guess. before i met them i honestly really had nothing going for me. but i ran into their art and fell in love with it. i think it was the very first thing i bought from them was when it actually started where they had offered to make me a chacrer of my own.

so scribble came from them. they are like something so precious to me after the time i had gotten to have her. which is funny because i gave them almost any freedom they wanted to make a creature. all i really did was refer them to the thing i had bought for a friend and given a few colors. i don't honestly know where i'd be if i never ran into them. and i know for a fact i wouldn't have something that i can use for people to recognize me since when i started online i knew i shouldn't ever just tell someone i don't know everything about myself. i kind of do that though now... i don't give my name though. i only do that for people i really feel like they deserve to know. someone special.



:another one i can think of off the top of my head is  innermostenergon i knew them before they changed accounts. but the name red always ressonates with me. and god damn is red one of those special people. they are so cool and fun, and i wish i could talk to them more instead of being the socially invisible person i am. it makes me feel bad when i have people i care so much about. but then am to anxious to talk with them more. so then i go on sort of feeling like i'm ignoring them because i just can't think of something worth talking to them about.

others i can think of are  ajna and  chandraken the first is an artist who's stuff i've always loved. and back when i was an awkwarder creeper, i think i also fell in love with my first charcter, bisa. from then, i've run intpo more charcters that i am obssessed over just ebcause they are amazing, or beautiful, or just something clicks and i fall in love with them.

the second person is one i've known for a long time. i think before i came onto this site i watched their art. i still feel guilty about what i'd done long ago. i, at one point, sort of tried to cut off contact with them after making them so angry and i could never say i'm sorry enough for that day. but what made me sort of cry a little more than i did was when they accepted my apology. it might not have been a big thing then. but it was so important to me to know that someone i had cared about said it was cool, or okay again.

so. of so many people, these are just a small few that really get my label as a friend. tehy are people i care about and wish i could support them as much as i say i would liek to. they come first before i do. and getting to know them as little or much as i have is the best thing i could ever hope to have. you guys tell me what amkes your world spin. i want to know what's important to you.