rant rant rant (delete this guys it just me ranting)
8 years ago
so did you know finding love is the hardest thing know to all.
First is I thinks I'm gayer than I tough I was,(in the 2 last week) I'm able to like women but for some reason, men are more breathtaking (doesn't know how to say it) . and on that part, I can't get talk about it to no one why? I'm shy that will change how they see me. I don't want people to change because of what I like.
Second, i found there 3 type of people in love: first sight lover, the one that searched for their loved one and found it after some search, and then my category the forever alone... I even try to overcome my shyness and tried to venture forth. nope it just feels as am getting further away from people why is that?
and lastly, my mind finally brook I don't know what to do anymore ill just keep walking forward alone I guess.. some people are luckier than the rest.
sorry for the rant I just wanted to express myself since my IRL is a no go and I'm afraid of people changing because of that
First is I thinks I'm gayer than I tough I was,(in the 2 last week) I'm able to like women but for some reason, men are more breathtaking (doesn't know how to say it) . and on that part, I can't get talk about it to no one why? I'm shy that will change how they see me. I don't want people to change because of what I like.
Second, i found there 3 type of people in love: first sight lover, the one that searched for their loved one and found it after some search, and then my category the forever alone... I even try to overcome my shyness and tried to venture forth. nope it just feels as am getting further away from people why is that?
and lastly, my mind finally brook I don't know what to do anymore ill just keep walking forward alone I guess.. some people are luckier than the rest.
sorry for the rant I just wanted to express myself since my IRL is a no go and I'm afraid of people changing because of that