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psychotic break 0/10 on the fun scale
8 years ago
hey so this month might be kind of rough. i had a. rough start. psychotic episodes are not fun, they are even less fun when the EMT is convinced you're on PCP or acid or something, and even less fun still when they refuse to call you by your name and make you do trans 101 in the ambulence when you're not even sure what reality you're in.
so i'm still sorta. reeling and recovering a little. for people who have my personal contact info (or telegram) i ask you to please gimme some space. if i feel like talking i'll reach out, but too much interaction feels kind of overstimulating and is messing with my head.
doctors are informed, therapists are informed, insurance covers this etc. honestly im only out right now because when i went in the hospital had no beds to observe overnight. american health care is fun on a bun.
anyway, stay well. hopefully i'll have stuff to share with you soon.
so i'm still sorta. reeling and recovering a little. for people who have my personal contact info (or telegram) i ask you to please gimme some space. if i feel like talking i'll reach out, but too much interaction feels kind of overstimulating and is messing with my head.
doctors are informed, therapists are informed, insurance covers this etc. honestly im only out right now because when i went in the hospital had no beds to observe overnight. american health care is fun on a bun.
anyway, stay well. hopefully i'll have stuff to share with you soon.
the official release was "adjustment disorder" which is essentially 'america is such a shitshow right now and youre queer on top of everything that your brain just snapped and started screaming in panic. it should go away in six months tops!!'
I always thought I'd be the one who snaps first.
You know where to find me if you need me though for any reason. :3
i hope you're having/had fun at AB tho dude?
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Sounds like everything is handled now?
Hope your recovery from the episode is low stress?
You can catch me anytime you need me, and I'll give space. Hope things look up soon.
Just, do what you need to to get back to being yourself, think you've had a lot on lately havent you? So no surprise youve had this, just so sorry it happened :c
Just go at your own Pace, hope you can start to feel better soon
i'm doing better now. but it really does stink to feel like i'm constantly needing to be alert to the potential of my brain just Screaming again.
Glad your doing better even if it is just a little! Hope thatll continue without too much trouble