My laptop is most likely broken, thing won't even start anymore, meaning... None of you will see me for I don't know how long. I'll see if I can swing it by a repair center to see if it can be fixed, and try to log in here from my console every now and then like I am now but.. Damn, this really.. really kills me in ways I can't put into words. Fuck, man.. I hope to see you all again soon. I really do. This breaks my heart but.. Goodbye everyone, I love you all.