010 THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.

001 I have never loved you, and never will...
002 I hate what you are, and I hate that things had to turn out the way they did, because you're caught up in pleasing yourself.(sorry Yujo, had to use this one...it is also...somethign i feel needs said)
003 I'm sorry i can't be what i want to be for you...I do love you, so very very much.....and i wish i was there with you now
004 I'm so frustrated by how you react to things that need taking care of....
005 I miss you, and I wish I could talk to you, because I miss hearing your voice, and seeing your face. I still yearn to be held by you.(Sorry again..this fits as well...
006 I just want you to realise that you have failed in raising him, and that its pretty much your fault your son is a self-centered aggressive cum-stain
007 You're kind of a douche, and the only reason i associate with you is because i feel some need to please him
008 I hope you all realise that as soon as im capable of it, im ditching all you fuckers and moving out of the country
009 Look...You may be older than me, and you may know more about some things....but you are not Nostra-fucking-damus.....you aren't some super-genius that knows how everything in the fucking world works
010 Just die already...really

009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.

001 I love my filthy little habit, and im doing fuck-all to stop
002 My favorite colour is Black. Yes Black, and No...I'm not a Goth, im not Emo...Im just fucking me, so shove your pretenses up your ass and choke on them
003 I really do think im legally Insane
004 My favorite book in the world is The Divine Comedy...yes, a quasi-religious text is my favorite....Its the fucking yummiest book ever
005 I'm completely incapable of loving my youngest brother
006 I know for a fact that im going to accomplish more than my uncle
007 No matter how nice i am to people, they think i have some hidden agenda
008 I'm a Spiritualist, and everyone i know of has no idea that they shove religion in my face
009 I abhorr people that are obsessed with their looks and clothes

008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.

001 Be Subtle, but not to the point that you liking me is buried in it
002 Be spontaneous. Grab my ass, make a comment...do anything that will get my attention
003 Be yourself. I adore when people are outright about themselves, especially when they admit that they aren't perfect..some flaws are actually...good
004 Be independant. I don't want everything to revolve around me...have friends of your own, have a life of your own...don't let all your plans in life hinge on me
005 Be wild, and sexual...that is all
006 Be understanding of my feelings. Im not perfect, im not going to be blunt all the time
007 Be patient.I am lazy, I am forgettful, but i will do my best to be there for you
008 Be CLEAN, if not entirely, atleast in Hygiene

007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.

001 Why do some people's faces bug me, even if they are just trying to be nice..
002 Why?
003 I wonder if he thinks about me when he's choking the chicken
004 Will i be able to change someones life before i go out
005 Is life just a dream, or is this really all that there is to things?
006 Is going out with a bang better than going out mundanely
007 Is anyone worth dying for?

006 I DO BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP.

001 Check FA
002 Beat off
003 See if 'He' is on YIM
004 Check XF
005 Beat off
006 Check YF


005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
001 My Sister
002 My 'BF'
003 My Dog.(fuck off, he means alot)
004 My Father
005 Myself


004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.

001 Cargo Shorts
002 Prinny Shirt
003 Underwear
004 Contacts


003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.

001 Standing on the Rooftops -Lostprophets
002 Break Stuff - Limp Bizkit
003 How to Save a Life - The Fray

002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.

001 Blow something the fuck up
002 Nick Frost. Yes...i want to, doesnt mean i will

001 CONFESSION.

001. I'm a godless, morally coruptt bastard, and i love it