Oh wow. I never saw the journal for your stream times. My internet prevents me from keeping up with a lot of streams (I'm unable to watch as they always lock up on me), but I try to attend a few now and then. I don't know if you've posted more journals about them, but it definitely doesn't hurt to put yourself out there as much as possible. And I wouldn't mind trying to attend. I tend to skip over a lot of journals because it's usually stuff that's a waste of time, but this is not always the case, and I do miss things. If you decide to continue the streams, I would not mind a reminder so that I could at least attend. Whether that is in journal format or not.

And I know it's hard and not fair, because I feel let down when no one attends my streams. But you should stream for you and because it's fun. Just work on art and don't worry about other people. Again, it's not fair. And I know that sucks and isn't really great. But it is important to do art because you love to do it, and try to let other things fall into place from that.