When life keeps you stuck and you can't do anything anymore... Is my actual feel for months. Every day is like the previous, a eternal loop and your mind is empty, no more motivation. I think somebody has passed this "period".
The reasons of this is probably the hard events happened to me: bad internet, big and expensive structural works, family trouble... With result to close in oneself.
Sometimes I want take the first object in my hand and throw against the wall but it will not solve the situation. Perhaps there is a purification method for the mind just that I haven't found it yet.
I wrote this journal not to ask help but to find again my motivations (and somebody want listen to me)
Thanks for all.