It's been two months since I made a journal on here. I bet everyone was wondering where I've been. :D *Crickets*.......Oh right, I'm not well known in the fandom so never mind. :p

But for reals, there has been a lot going on for me in during this time. For one thing, my anxiety has once again taken over my mind and now I'm worrying about shit that I shouldn't be focusing on. Well, it's stuff to be aware of but in my case, I can't stop worrying about it because of my damn anxiety disorder......I hate it. But I've been doing my best to keep cool and take my mind off things. One day at a time, always telling myself the sun will rise tomorrow and I'll wake up with a smile on my face. That's what my high school teacher told me, and he was a wise man.

It's May and we are just one month away from BLFC, which I'm going to!! I'm so excited, this will be my first time going to this con and from everything I've heard this is looking to be one of the best times of my life. So much hype and so much to look forward to! But before I get to BLFC, I gotta finish the school semester and write my final essays which.....I'm not worried about. So far the lowest grade I got on an essay this semester was an 83% (And I've wrote a total of 6 essays so far this semester). So if there is anything I'm good at in school, it's that~! :3 So once May 15th is done I'll be on break then I can do all the fun stuff I want to do this summer! :)

Also I've payed the first payment for my Fursuit. It'll be done by late July/early August my Fursuit maker told me. I'm so excited you have no idea! :D

So that's what is going on with me. I'm still a little stressed (I can't help it) over crap I don't wanna be worried about at this moment. It's annoying, damn you Anxiety and OCD. But it's just something I gotta live and cope with. I know I can do it.....I may need some help, but I can do it! I'm a strong Raccoon and I must stay strong! :)