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Me and my stupid mouth
8 years ago
Hey everyone that watch me or just passing by, my name is Zak and i'm sorry to everyone i note or post a comment to, i am not the smartest nor the best person and that makes me say stupid stuff, and not only stupid stuff, i'm very good at making people annoyed at me, i know this is going to sound very dramatic but, why i note or comment on stuff so much is because it makes me fill like i am someone and that i have friends.
When i was younger i got bullied a lot, and i mean a lot, i couldn't go one day without people calling me names or pushing me around, so i didn't really get the chance to make friends, and that's why i'm a bit pushy and note a lot, but i also get nervous to talk to other people here.
I see myself as a lower person so talking to people that i have looked up to, is hard and i often think i'm a borthen to them even if they say "no, it's fine, don't worry about it" i still feel like i'm just someone that is there.
So i'm sorry for everyone i have noted or talked to if i'm a pain in the ass, i'll try to be better and i'll try not to worry so much.
Sorry...
~Zak Valentine
When i was younger i got bullied a lot, and i mean a lot, i couldn't go one day without people calling me names or pushing me around, so i didn't really get the chance to make friends, and that's why i'm a bit pushy and note a lot, but i also get nervous to talk to other people here.
I see myself as a lower person so talking to people that i have looked up to, is hard and i often think i'm a borthen to them even if they say "no, it's fine, don't worry about it" i still feel like i'm just someone that is there.
So i'm sorry for everyone i have noted or talked to if i'm a pain in the ass, i'll try to be better and i'll try not to worry so much.
Sorry...
~Zak Valentine
But you are a watcher of mine that favs my works.. So here am I.
And I suppose I am far from being the kind of helpfull or friendly person that could make you feel any better at all...
But I feel I need to try, still... It really isn't right for something like this to be left without even a small comment.
All that I can say for the time being is not to be soo hard on yourself. You have already been put trough hell and I would never personally expect for you to be a super duper "socializing machine".
Its also understandable that you'd try and seek to speak to people one way or another just so to feel like you have some company with you. Even if at the end that's never a simple thing to accomplish... For those like us.
And if you really do not have any friends at all... Then I'll be here for you.
That's all I can say for now... I'm really sorry, I just woke up and my poor brain still needs to fire up propely >_>
Thank you
If you wanna talk on Discord I shall give you my ID