yeahhhh jinxed myself
someone fishtailed on the road and slammed me, pushed me through incomning traffic and off the other side of the road, rolled my car upside down a sinkhole, and then landed their truck on top of my car.

so ... my left side is messed up [neck arm side and leg are all contusion/muscle damage] . I'm left handed.

shit on top of the crap sundae, my boss decides to lay me off the next morning once he found out I was injured. [store was closing but I was supposed to work till the end of the until the lease was out] so he decides instead of a human, i'm an asset and to cut me out of the picture.

... My depression has gotten pretty bad.

So thats whats happening now.
I'm sorry everything is always shit news.
I don't know what to do because my arm is fucked up.
I still have hands and CAN draw, I'm just sore as ahit and so on. I've debated I should teach my other hand how to hold the pencil/pen, at this rate if it happens a third time and I do lose the arm I'll have another one? lol

HAVE I MENTIONED THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME.
first time i was t-boned and flipped multiple times and lost a chunk of my left shoulder.

technically by both cases every doctor I've heard from says I should be dead, if I wasn't in a 1980's old vehicle for the first one, without airbags. If I had airbags, I'd have been decapitated. [I pushed myself 'down' with the steering wheel when the roof crushed in.]
This time, no airbags from the front, because of factory fuckup [and we paid for this repair actually, took it to a dealer, got it "fixed" but they actually just cut the wires and told us they fixed it... how nice.] and everyone just says rthey don't know why I'm alive.
I don't really know either. I guess I got lucky I didn't get killed on the incoming side before he pushed me off the side of the road, and I don't even know. I pushed myself "down" with the wheel towards the "floor" of the car again then it was upside down again... Something gashed my leg open but I don't really know what, down there. I think when I unbuckled myself and fell toward the floor I came down on something. Glass everywhere so who knows. The whole front end and top was crushed in around me again.

I don't know. I'm just saying I'm so sorry, once again, I was getting so close to having everything done for everyone. I just had two more drawings to go.
I'm going to keep trying. I promise. I'm going to keep trying...

I don't even know how I'm going to get income now, ahahaaa

I don;t know if I can do much, but if I made some adoptables after I the last two pictures, would y'all be interested? its just hard because I can't do much, at least, right now. It would be hard and I would feel scared if I took orders there would be another delay because of my stupid health like before and I don't want to do that again to anyone.
I've always been interested in selling adoptables because I love making character designs and I love making people happy, but... what would you guys like to see if i did? I have to do something just to keep my insurance paid and hospital bills down.