Hey hey. This year hasn't exactly started off on the best note- I'm emotionally shattered on impact. But I wont let it all just spill out on here.

I just wrote this journal out on the wrong box and FA sent it to the either so I'm trying to remember what all I wrote LOL

I want to get my feet back on the floor and start posting again. Gently poke me here and there and make sure I'm alive- lets try to get living again.

They still haven't dont the operation on my spine yet. Its weighing on my mind heavily and I really do need to sort out my mental health. But hey... lets try to this year. Lets get our feet back on the ground. I want to live. I want to be alive again.

So lets start now. Lets live. We can do this.