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Home Alone Again
8 years ago
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jk, but I did have to drop off my girlfriend at the airport. This journal is gonna get really schmaltzy, so if you're not into that, go ahead and skip down past the next ellipses for relevant stuff.
Watching her go through those gates to get on her flight was so hard. We musta cried like babies at least five times in the last two days over her departure. But she can't stay here, and I wouldn't want her to live on the farm with me either. It's way too hot, there's too much work to do, and few jobs to be had. However... once my obligations to the farm are all done, I should be able to find some time to follow her aaaaall the way back to Canada for good.
In the meantime, she's already scheming to get me a ticket to come up and visit her early - the little devil.
I've had a really amazing week while she was here. The house felt... so alive, y'know? She cooked me delicious meals and made sure there was LOTS of leftovers so I wouldn't starve on my normal weekly rations, khehe.. so the stove was always running and the lights were always on. I could hear her tiny little feet stomping across the carpet as she waltzed all over the house. For the first time in a long, looong time, the TV finally got some use; she hooked up her laptop to the thing and we watched a bunch of movies together, and binge-watched Danganronpa 3 together.
I didn't... realize how empty I kinda felt until I walked back into the empty house and realized that stuff was gone. For now, at least.
But it also feels good. To feel that empty gives me this feeling deep down that really lets me know how much I care about her, and how much I miss her. I can't wait to see her again.
...
NOW! Back on FA. As I said, I've got some commission work started, and I MEANT to finish it while my girlfriend was over, but I was a little busier this week than I expected. I honestly didn't think we'da been leavin' the house every single day to go out shopping or sightseeing or whatever! Haha, you can tell I don't have company over often.
But that work is totally getting done now. I'll have fresh commissions ready for my VERY PATIENT customers by this weekend.
Alright! I think that just about covers everything.
I missed you ALL so much, and in a way, I am kinda glad to sit alone at my computer again and just... relax.
I hope you all had a wonderful week! If you did anything fun over the weekend lemme know! We went to see Guardians 2 and it was a-ma-zing~!
...
jk, but I did have to drop off my girlfriend at the airport. This journal is gonna get really schmaltzy, so if you're not into that, go ahead and skip down past the next ellipses for relevant stuff.
Watching her go through those gates to get on her flight was so hard. We musta cried like babies at least five times in the last two days over her departure. But she can't stay here, and I wouldn't want her to live on the farm with me either. It's way too hot, there's too much work to do, and few jobs to be had. However... once my obligations to the farm are all done, I should be able to find some time to follow her aaaaall the way back to Canada for good.
In the meantime, she's already scheming to get me a ticket to come up and visit her early - the little devil.
I've had a really amazing week while she was here. The house felt... so alive, y'know? She cooked me delicious meals and made sure there was LOTS of leftovers so I wouldn't starve on my normal weekly rations, khehe.. so the stove was always running and the lights were always on. I could hear her tiny little feet stomping across the carpet as she waltzed all over the house. For the first time in a long, looong time, the TV finally got some use; she hooked up her laptop to the thing and we watched a bunch of movies together, and binge-watched Danganronpa 3 together.
I didn't... realize how empty I kinda felt until I walked back into the empty house and realized that stuff was gone. For now, at least.
But it also feels good. To feel that empty gives me this feeling deep down that really lets me know how much I care about her, and how much I miss her. I can't wait to see her again.
...
NOW! Back on FA. As I said, I've got some commission work started, and I MEANT to finish it while my girlfriend was over, but I was a little busier this week than I expected. I honestly didn't think we'da been leavin' the house every single day to go out shopping or sightseeing or whatever! Haha, you can tell I don't have company over often.
But that work is totally getting done now. I'll have fresh commissions ready for my VERY PATIENT customers by this weekend.
Alright! I think that just about covers everything.
I missed you ALL so much, and in a way, I am kinda glad to sit alone at my computer again and just... relax.
I hope you all had a wonderful week! If you did anything fun over the weekend lemme know! We went to see Guardians 2 and it was a-ma-zing~!
-loneliness intensifies-
Thank goodness that when I go to visit her later this summer I don't have to do ANY OF THE DRIVING!! I get dropped off and picked up at the airports! Woo!
"EXCUSE ME?? A U-TURN??"
I'm so used to the word "U-Turn" being put after the word "illegal" that it just seems like a dirty action, even when it's permitted.