That's not friendship. That's not REAL friendship or love.
As I've heard "True friends know everything about you, and love you anyway!"

*hugs you bunches*
Don't lose heart and don't harden it. It's not worth it.

It's hard to find real friends: even i found some assholes and considered them friends just because i thought they were.
Real friends i have? Just one and he even lives far away from me, so we can hard see each other.
In my case, hard to know, i learnt to live without the need to have friends: having some good ones would be awesome, but now my heart is made of stone and can't be wounded anymore.
I don't know if this comment could help somehow, but it might be good to know my experience, i think

What happened?

Friendship is NOT cancer. No way shape or form. Stabbing others behind your isn't a form of friendship at all! Friends dont hurt others! :(

yknow this was posted weeks ago? ^^;