I feel like I do. . . Every once in a while I'll put out a journal advertising for commissions. I'd get a couple people interested. . . and never follow through with it. Truth is, I wanna do it. I really want to get back into commissions. I miss doing what I loved doing back in the day. . . but my drive is almost non exsistant. I'm constantly tired and depressed. Every few days I'll pick up my tablet and be all "i'm gonna draw." I'll sit there for a few minutes, stare at my blank canvas and nothing comes out. I want to do commissions, but I'm afraid of letting people down, or my art isn't as up to par as it used to be. I try to doodle a little something everyday. But when it comes to drawing for others its just. . . not there anymore. I'm sorry to those who have come to my journals interested and I just never get back to them.

I really really want to get back into it. . . and if people don't mind if I take my time working on line art or flat colored pictures, I really truly will do it this time. I've put my big girl pants on. I will probably put out another journal for some -simple- lineart/flatcolor commissions before I leave for work this afternoon and I will reply when I can when I get off tonight. I'm off and home alone tomorrow and should have plenty of time to work on a few pictures or so.

Again, truly sorry or being a huge chicken.