Not feeling well
8 years ago
Not as in I'm sick. But like, I feel as if, I'm not getting better. Artist wise.
I draw better than I ever have... present better than I ever have. I'm even MORE productive than I've been in years.
Example:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13908491/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13370843/
and again
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11853655/
One of my oldest from my old account. Not tHE oldest. But still fairly old.
compared to a MUCH better and better crafted
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22671753/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23367214/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23450048/
I have lost faves and even the same ... somehow, charm it had to get more watchers.
Even on tumblr, my notes have dropped, I gain one follower every 2 months, been stuck at 600 for 2 years.
No improvements in notes, again, they have only dropped. I enjoy art yes, I've heard it a million times.
But when I upload, I want it to be seen, that's why I upload.
So just... what am I doing wwrong? At this point shouldn't someone destined for failure, just give up?
A little while I had hope and confidence for this account. But things have gotten... horribly slow suddenly.
And I don't hate the old art anymore, I've learned from it. It's just that the ratio with averages is REALLY irritating, and discouraging. I haven't been coloring either because my sketches somehow make people more interested. And I... love my coloring, yet people hate it. So I really don't know what to do. I'm always told "HAVE CONFIDENCE!" I have confidence, post art, talk about how much I am proud of it and love it. 8 notes/2 faves 20 views
I trash talk my art and it gets a moderate boost along with "No, it's great be more confident!"
I just wanna hear why people don't like my content. better than nothing.
Consider this like a survey or something.
I draw better than I ever have... present better than I ever have. I'm even MORE productive than I've been in years.
Example:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13908491/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13370843/
and again
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11853655/
One of my oldest from my old account. Not tHE oldest. But still fairly old.
compared to a MUCH better and better crafted
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22671753/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23367214/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23450048/
I have lost faves and even the same ... somehow, charm it had to get more watchers.
Even on tumblr, my notes have dropped, I gain one follower every 2 months, been stuck at 600 for 2 years.
No improvements in notes, again, they have only dropped. I enjoy art yes, I've heard it a million times.
But when I upload, I want it to be seen, that's why I upload.
So just... what am I doing wwrong? At this point shouldn't someone destined for failure, just give up?
A little while I had hope and confidence for this account. But things have gotten... horribly slow suddenly.
And I don't hate the old art anymore, I've learned from it. It's just that the ratio with averages is REALLY irritating, and discouraging. I haven't been coloring either because my sketches somehow make people more interested. And I... love my coloring, yet people hate it. So I really don't know what to do. I'm always told "HAVE CONFIDENCE!" I have confidence, post art, talk about how much I am proud of it and love it. 8 notes/2 faves 20 views
I trash talk my art and it gets a moderate boost along with "No, it's great be more confident!"
I just wanna hear why people don't like my content. better than nothing.
Consider this like a survey or something.
FA+

It is disheartening thinking that people get sick of your art. happens to me all the time.
the reason I havent given up is like you said, getting to see yourself progress. comparing a year or two ago to what you're doing now. learning. I know you're probably tired of hearing it, but draw for yourself, not for others. if you like your coloring, then color. if you're worried about people not liking the coloring and only want the sketch, post both of em. that's what I do.
I've almost given up on line art entirely. those are the posts that seem to get more notes, but you know what, I end up hating them all the time. I stopped doing it and I just sketch now. If I feel like improving my line art I'll do a few. Do what you love, not what others want to see. Or do a mix, if you can stand it.
The problem isnt your art. the problem is these sites are so convoluted. personally, I get about 40-50 submissions a day on here. I certainly dont look at all of them, or I'd be on here all day. Everyone else is doing the same thing. I maybe leave two or three comments in total on the submissions I look at. People don't hate your art. I would say with 150 followers, a 10% turnover for faves isnt that bad if you're considering everyone is constantly following more artists and filling up their inboxes. Tumblr is even worse, there's no notification if you post unless they set it. On tumblr, you'd probably be lucky to get 20% of people that even see your art on their dashes because of how much shit gets posted there daily. I could scroll for hours and not reach the same place on my dash I was yesterday. It's shitty, but it's the truth. that's why its hard to gain followers anywhere, and that's why you can't compare your follower base to your artistic ability.
hold on a sec, I'm gonna make this really clear
YOU CANNOT COMPARE YOUR FOLLOWER BASE TO YOUR ARTISTIC ABILITY
you aren't the only one. there's a bunch of people I follow on tumblr that have been doing this for years, they're REALLY good artists with really beautiful styles, yet most of their posts only get like 10 notes, and its a damn shame. I'll go find some for you
https://samareck.tumblr.com/
https://bassybird.tumblr.com/
https://burgundydusk.tumblr.com/
http://peestuck.tumblr.com/
see? lovely art, not a lot of notes. and its stupid. because there's only 3 ways to become well known in this fandom, and that's either be freakishly tacklebox-anhes-chewycuticle-chunie level talented (which, most artists that good take up those blogs as a side hobby, where their main job is art related and they've been doing it 20 years), work really hard for years and years and years and slowly gather a fanbase, or to have connections; friends that run big blogs or are already well known artists.
I find it's very rare that someone unknown pops up and hits it 'big', or even to the point that they're consistently getting over 100 notes. And if they do, its usually for a weird niche. To be honest, my gross, fetishy art on average tends to rack up more notes than my other vanilla ones, even if someone big dosent reblog it. I digress. What I'm trying to say is, don't work yourself up over not having enough followers, unless you intend to make art your primary source of income, which in that case, you should be working on building connections with other people, up-and-comers and people in high places (just like in real life. or so I'm told. I work in retail, I donno man lol)
Point being, there's nothing wrong with your art. Keep drawing. Keep improving. If you dont like something about your art, change it. If you like to colour, then colour. Fuck everyone else. They'll come. Its a slow process. Especially while we're grinding down here in our tens of notes. but the more people we pick up, the faster it snowballs. Dont give up <3
sorry abt the comma splices and spelling errors an shit but I needed to share what I thought. Maybe it helps, maybe it dosent. I hope it does. Drawing sucks and the shit aint easy, but you've come this far, aint got nowhere to go but up right? your art skill aint gonna go backwards and neither is your follower count. Unless you pull some trump-like bullshit ;P
anyway, gnight~
I read it all and I do get it. I suppose I'm just more of a man with numbers if I have no one voicing opinions.
Numbers is the thing I fall back on. So I usually end up smiting my own confidence, what little of it I have.
I really appreciate you taking the time to reply though, thank you.
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Keep forgetting I have to press reply on the person I wanna give the message to baahhh
your art isnt broken though. You're a fantastic artist, and you're far better than most people could dream of being.
I do know how you feel though, so I do sympathize.
We'll both get there one day, thousands of followers and whatnot. But you never will if you give up <3