i feel depressed...
8 years ago
sorry.. i dont know where to talk..
i barely have friends because they think im different..
i just like furry and baking..
is there something wrong with that?
my mother, my father, my brother and my family thinks im stupid.
that i dont get money with art but just give it away..
but its my decision. i want to make people happy...
i dont know what is wrong with gifting...
my mom calls me useless because of this
and i am getting sick of it...
i want to get out of this place... but i cant... im still not
good enough to life off my art.
im so damn useless... i hate myself..
i barely have friends because they think im different..
i just like furry and baking..
is there something wrong with that?
my mother, my father, my brother and my family thinks im stupid.
that i dont get money with art but just give it away..
but its my decision. i want to make people happy...
i dont know what is wrong with gifting...
my mom calls me useless because of this
and i am getting sick of it...
i want to get out of this place... but i cant... im still not
good enough to life off my art.
im so damn useless... i hate myself..
FA+

Please be strong. I hope you make it through this.
Parents and family should AWAYS support their child/sibbling
I'm in similar situation too, my mother always thought i was useless (well, not useless, but she tells me I ruined my life and I should go to an art school for doing it profesionnaly blah blah)
Well thanks parents, I've got depression and anxiety.
BUT now I'm much better!
I've left my home soon as I can!
I've made some furry friends (cause all my friends was not a goddamn furry, thanks life xD)
And the better thing is, I don't hate myself anymore!
They gave me so much pression than I wanted to die (or simply give an other begining my life)
So the only thing I can tell you: You are not useless, don't hate yourself, you're a survivor and think everything would be awesome when you will left the familial house! You just need to be patient and brave! It can take a long time (or shorter of course), but don't worry, everything would be fine <3
Sorry, my english is terrible ;-;
thank god i uploaded the drawings before she discovered i used the computer
to draw them. :( she deleted the files...
im extremely tired of this situation...
calling names, destroying what i like, and even sometimes pinching, kicking and hair pull.
i cant get a job where i live because its a small town and people dont
want to give me job... and im sick tha is extra
so i cant move from this place...
i hope i can get earn money with my draws..
I can make you some pub for you!
You seems sweet and your arts are amazing!
im trying to make her notice. i really try but so far i cant prove her that i can live off it.hopefully with time i can. ;w;
and owww really? thats super sweet ;__;
I'm sure you can do it too! <3