If your heart wasn't in it you would of despised what you were doing creating only resentments for it and those involved. Its okay to say that you heart wasn't in it and move on.

Others are not you, you know what you can handle and what you want or need to do. People will always judge and its hard to let that roll off of you, especially with family. It hurts. It drives you crazy if you let it. ANd honestly, Hey you tried. Failing is a part of life and its okay to fail, No one is perfect and every one fails at some point.

This means a lot to me. Thank you really.

No problem. I went through similar things, sometimes we just need a reminder that hey we mess up and that its normal to do so. It's okay and you will be alright,

heh, I went to school for Graphic design and well sometimes I regret not pulling out, Sometimes I resent the school when I think about it cause It reminds me of how I failed my interviews after. I was in a bad place, I know what it can be like to force yourself through something. I went through it... you are not alone

Thank you, my parents are being supportive. They both knew I probably would pull out. But they are proud that I even went. Because I could of just gave up and never went.

Very true and I'm happy to hear that you are getting support.
You tried and that is what matters.
I honestly feel you will be alright.

I will be.
I just need to find a new job.
But maybe I'll try to do my art more

Art could be good, Use it as a tool to vent too. Getting those feelings out on paper helps, It puts those thoughts out there and makes them a bit easier to deal with, Well, at least in my experience.

Hey, if you even need to vent or talk I'm usually around. You are welcome to contact me if you need it. I don't bite..... much. lol.

Thank you, I might have to take that up. Because I don't talk to many people.

And talking to you has been great these short convo we have had. I have telegram if you wanna talk.

my telegram is YokiTremor, I should mention though that I'm borrowing a laptop from my folks until I get a desktop or laptop again and If I disappear I help out a lot around the house.