new year
7 years ago
new year...
i just want to be able to find the happiness i know that is out there.
i want to be able to know i'm loved without having to run away from other things.
i've been in just a piss poor mood lately that i can't do a whole lot to make myself happy anymore...
especially after watching friend after friend, family member after family member find their happiness, and here i am going 'what am i doing wrong?'
I know people will say 'look better on yourself. don't think so down of yourself' but it started after my family started to question why i left my ex.... they couldn't respect my life...
i just want to be able to find the happiness i know that is out there.
i want to be able to know i'm loved without having to run away from other things.
i've been in just a piss poor mood lately that i can't do a whole lot to make myself happy anymore...
especially after watching friend after friend, family member after family member find their happiness, and here i am going 'what am i doing wrong?'
I know people will say 'look better on yourself. don't think so down of yourself' but it started after my family started to question why i left my ex.... they couldn't respect my life...