FA+
Shop
*gasp*A rant about the fluff house podcast!?
16 years ago
Okay, I'm going to be pretty straight forward on this, no hiding any feelings, and this may change your guys' opinion about me by ALOT. and beware, this journal is long.
Okay, as most of you NOT know, I'm in a podcast called the "fluff house" and it is where we talk about random shit with our opinions. Now, we talked about drama there, and how we should stop creating it. It's never going to happen, note this: NO MATTER HOW OLD, YOUNG, DENSE, OR WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE, DRAMA IS RIGHT AROUND THE FUCKING CORNER. For a good example, I am practically creating a drama now, and I don't care. Now, Since I am being kind of carried off, I'm going to go back to the topic.
We are right now having a trouble of a syndrome called, "RANDOM-SPAWNING-PEOPLE-FROM-SECOND-LIFE-SYNDROME." Now, what this does, is 2 of our old podcast friends decided to invite about...what...3 people into our skype group, or so called the podcast group. Now, This is big, we have more people that talks, and Including me, I know about 3 or 4 people in that room that doesn't talk because of either 1: we just don't know what to talk about, 2: we don't know what they are talking about, and 3: whenever we do, someone talks over us. But see, I can handle 3 more people even if one gets angry for no damn reason, and the other is really insensitive, and the last one I barely even know. But the problem is, one of them friends calls over THREE MORE FUCKING FRIENDS FROM SECOND LIFE.
wow, I mean, WOW! Seriously? so in 1 day, that I was gone for 4 hours, there are about 4 or 5 people I don't know. Thats where I was just like "Fuck this shit" and left the convo, then we just went to the other one with 2 extra people from the last group. There, our friends practically back lashed at us when I told him we don't need anymore people with "You don't talk, so you shouldn't be complaining." or something like that, I don't remember every sentence he said, since I am not a computer. There, he just started being emo, just crying about what problems he had in life, which I don't GIVE SHIT ABOUT. okay, You had a pretty shitty life, that's awesome or sucks to be you, but you see, that doesn't change the fact that you are letting some random furry that HALF OF US DOESN'T KNOW INTO OUR SKYPE WITHOUT ASKING US. I just played along, saying that I was practically AND I WAS raped, but thats that, it's over and I don't care, it's not going to change who I am now.
But you see, today he just added another of his friend, which I don't care that much, O was just like "okay, awesome, someone new" now, the problem is that one of the group people is a fucking DRAMA QUEEN. and I know she might be looking at this so I'll say this again, A DRAMA QUEEN. just because 1 person joined she just leaves and claims that he didn't learn. My question is why do you fucking care, you were editing your vid, and you weren't even talking or shit, prolly barely listening because you needed to work on the vid! LIVE WITH IT, HIS FRIEND ISN'T EVEN A FUCKING FURRY, SHE'S NOT PERMANENT! Live how to deal with shits like this, Sure it can be stressful, but the WORLD IS A FUCKING STRESS. so if you can't live with it, probably giving up would be easier.
Now, they aren't the only ones at fault, the Drama Queen's supposedly "EX" doesn't take charge of his podcast.
"What time should we record the next podcast?"
"when ever"
"What should we talk about?"
"I don't know"
TAKE CHARGE DAMN IT! YOU ARE OLDER THAN ME AND YOU CAN MAKE YOUR OWN DECISION! LIFE DOESN'T COME WITH A INSTRUCTION MANUAL, OKAY!?
I too, have a fault. My fault is that I don't tell them about this. I don't know why, but I still can talk to them about everything I think about, maybe because I'm scared that they might kick me out in the podcast? okay, now you know what? I REALLY DON'T CARE. If there is going to be a drama all over the place, I'll quit this FA ACCOUNT, SKYPE, PODCAST, RO, and everything else and live my own fucking life. I'm a secretive asshole. I'm not kidding. Only friends I have are the friends that can actually take in what I say to them, since I am pretty straight forward when someone knows me. I watch all my "friends", good artist, and someone with an art style I like. I never watch back because they watched me, it's because they are that good. So yeah, My fault is that I don't tell anyone about this, and just laugh about it being a stereo typical "JAPANESE" and that I am posting this journal which is going to cause a major drama, or so I call an "OPRAH." FML
I agree that being friendly is awesome, and cool. But we don't need anymore people in the podcast, since we can barely even INTRODUCE OURSELVES AND WE KEEP TALKING OVER EACH OTHER. If we can clear them two up, then I don't mind having one or 2 guests, but not crews.
You all know yourselves whom I am talking about, and I don't care of what you want to think about me now. Report me, un-watch me, flame me, hate me for all I care. All I am saying here is PURE OPINION, and if I guessed it right, which most likely I am, then I don't know, think about it? or at least try to fix that problem.
Holy shit, this journal is long, well, I got MOST of my stress out. I'm an asshole, and you might re think and hate me for this, but yeah, GO AHEAD.
---btw I have NO intention in getting rid of this journal in any point on my life, since It is my true feelings, and everyone that I care about aught to know.
Okay, as most of you NOT know, I'm in a podcast called the "fluff house" and it is where we talk about random shit with our opinions. Now, we talked about drama there, and how we should stop creating it. It's never going to happen, note this: NO MATTER HOW OLD, YOUNG, DENSE, OR WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE, DRAMA IS RIGHT AROUND THE FUCKING CORNER. For a good example, I am practically creating a drama now, and I don't care. Now, Since I am being kind of carried off, I'm going to go back to the topic.
We are right now having a trouble of a syndrome called, "RANDOM-SPAWNING-PEOPLE-FROM-SECOND-LIFE-SYNDROME." Now, what this does, is 2 of our old podcast friends decided to invite about...what...3 people into our skype group, or so called the podcast group. Now, This is big, we have more people that talks, and Including me, I know about 3 or 4 people in that room that doesn't talk because of either 1: we just don't know what to talk about, 2: we don't know what they are talking about, and 3: whenever we do, someone talks over us. But see, I can handle 3 more people even if one gets angry for no damn reason, and the other is really insensitive, and the last one I barely even know. But the problem is, one of them friends calls over THREE MORE FUCKING FRIENDS FROM SECOND LIFE.
wow, I mean, WOW! Seriously? so in 1 day, that I was gone for 4 hours, there are about 4 or 5 people I don't know. Thats where I was just like "Fuck this shit" and left the convo, then we just went to the other one with 2 extra people from the last group. There, our friends practically back lashed at us when I told him we don't need anymore people with "You don't talk, so you shouldn't be complaining." or something like that, I don't remember every sentence he said, since I am not a computer. There, he just started being emo, just crying about what problems he had in life, which I don't GIVE SHIT ABOUT. okay, You had a pretty shitty life, that's awesome or sucks to be you, but you see, that doesn't change the fact that you are letting some random furry that HALF OF US DOESN'T KNOW INTO OUR SKYPE WITHOUT ASKING US. I just played along, saying that I was practically AND I WAS raped, but thats that, it's over and I don't care, it's not going to change who I am now.
But you see, today he just added another of his friend, which I don't care that much, O was just like "okay, awesome, someone new" now, the problem is that one of the group people is a fucking DRAMA QUEEN. and I know she might be looking at this so I'll say this again, A DRAMA QUEEN. just because 1 person joined she just leaves and claims that he didn't learn. My question is why do you fucking care, you were editing your vid, and you weren't even talking or shit, prolly barely listening because you needed to work on the vid! LIVE WITH IT, HIS FRIEND ISN'T EVEN A FUCKING FURRY, SHE'S NOT PERMANENT! Live how to deal with shits like this, Sure it can be stressful, but the WORLD IS A FUCKING STRESS. so if you can't live with it, probably giving up would be easier.
Now, they aren't the only ones at fault, the Drama Queen's supposedly "EX" doesn't take charge of his podcast.
"What time should we record the next podcast?"
"when ever"
"What should we talk about?"
"I don't know"
TAKE CHARGE DAMN IT! YOU ARE OLDER THAN ME AND YOU CAN MAKE YOUR OWN DECISION! LIFE DOESN'T COME WITH A INSTRUCTION MANUAL, OKAY!?
I too, have a fault. My fault is that I don't tell them about this. I don't know why, but I still can talk to them about everything I think about, maybe because I'm scared that they might kick me out in the podcast? okay, now you know what? I REALLY DON'T CARE. If there is going to be a drama all over the place, I'll quit this FA ACCOUNT, SKYPE, PODCAST, RO, and everything else and live my own fucking life. I'm a secretive asshole. I'm not kidding. Only friends I have are the friends that can actually take in what I say to them, since I am pretty straight forward when someone knows me. I watch all my "friends", good artist, and someone with an art style I like. I never watch back because they watched me, it's because they are that good. So yeah, My fault is that I don't tell anyone about this, and just laugh about it being a stereo typical "JAPANESE" and that I am posting this journal which is going to cause a major drama, or so I call an "OPRAH." FML
I agree that being friendly is awesome, and cool. But we don't need anymore people in the podcast, since we can barely even INTRODUCE OURSELVES AND WE KEEP TALKING OVER EACH OTHER. If we can clear them two up, then I don't mind having one or 2 guests, but not crews.
You all know yourselves whom I am talking about, and I don't care of what you want to think about me now. Report me, un-watch me, flame me, hate me for all I care. All I am saying here is PURE OPINION, and if I guessed it right, which most likely I am, then I don't know, think about it? or at least try to fix that problem.
Holy shit, this journal is long, well, I got MOST of my stress out. I'm an asshole, and you might re think and hate me for this, but yeah, GO AHEAD.
---btw I have NO intention in getting rid of this journal in any point on my life, since It is my true feelings, and everyone that I care about aught to know.
First. Me and Silver are doing fine. That is all cleared up now.
Second the podcast gets recorded Monday's at 10 eastern. I let everyone help choose topics but Dray is the only one who actually comes up with ideas. I am not the type of person who can come up with great ideas so I ask the community. Since my mic works with skype now I am taking control of monday's podcast so crap does not happen.
The discussion about what time and stuff is for the podcast with me, Silver, Xiz, TH and Sai. I want to find a day where they are all good and I want to discuss what they want to. I just can't pic a day and have no one be there.
Finally, you got the time, and okay, I didn't know, but thanks for informing me that he is the one who comes up with the ideas.
sorry, but I'm going to be an asshole today, like a major pain in the ass like a troll. my question is "why didn't you do that sooner"
and I thought you would at least acknowledge my opinion and not lash against it.
-sigh
what can ya do? drama is everywhere bleh
im sorry that your stressing again....
merr..
if theres anything you need you know im here ^_^
or a few bus rides away XD
hehehe
moi moi
I hope that this is fixed and that everything gets better :3
always :3 hehehe
you still need to help me with RO
so i can play with you :p hehehe
moi moi