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8 years ago
hi everyone. i know i havent posted any of my art or anything in ages. its been a rough few years for me tbh. i'll try to explain it all here.
i somehow lost a lot of friends that i met on secondlife and no idea why. (if any of you are reading this and you want to talk. feel free to pm me or add me back on skype. i miss talking to all of you.)
depressions gotten worse and my health has just gone down hill (graves disease, arthritis, fibromyalgia, diabetes, trigger finger and pcod). then add on that my friends have been reduced to pretty much no one. the ones i loved like family stopped talking to me for some reason, and my others have proved themselves to be pretty shit friends. sadly this also means that i tend to go several days without even saying a word (that is until i adopted my cat LuLu)
LuLu: http://tinyurl.com/ycpyqogn
lulu is an amazing kitty. she's 6 years old and when i find who abused her and then gave her up i will beat the shit out of them. she's very well behaved and not an asshole like most cats are lol
i have done some drawings. i'll try to get them posted this week. its taking me longer to draw now than it used to because of the trigger finger (i cant close my left hand at all because when i do, several of my fingers stick down and i have to pry them back up. not fun at all and hurts). waiting to get into a doctor about that, there's only 2 options for treatment that they havent tried: cortisone shots and surgery.
my grandfather passed away just before my bday last year (that makes both of my grandparents having died just before my bday. so i officially hate that day). and my 6 year old nephews epilepsy has gotten worse. he had brain surgery a couple of weeks ago to try and stop it (severing the large cord in the brain so his brain has to reroute everything through the smaller one). but its officially been considered ineffective, which really sucks because that means that he will have to deal with all of the side-effects from the surgery (slow learning, memory issues, etc) for the rest of his life for no reason.
Nephew: https://d2g8igdw686xgo.cloudfront.n.....71903400_r.jpg
im still living in ohio, though i moved up to the northern part, a small town with really nothing going for it tbh. been here about.... 6 months i think? looking at possibly buying a house later on this year, so we'll see how that goes.
ill also be driving down to florida end of july. picking up my dog bella and my belongings. plus going to spend some time with my family since i havent seen them in almost 2 years (its a little shocking to realise i have been up here that long. some days it feels like i have been here forever, and others like ive only just arrived).
i think thats all for now. wanted to give everyone an update on what ive been up to. its not a full update mind you just what i feel comfortable sharing right now.
i somehow lost a lot of friends that i met on secondlife and no idea why. (if any of you are reading this and you want to talk. feel free to pm me or add me back on skype. i miss talking to all of you.)
depressions gotten worse and my health has just gone down hill (graves disease, arthritis, fibromyalgia, diabetes, trigger finger and pcod). then add on that my friends have been reduced to pretty much no one. the ones i loved like family stopped talking to me for some reason, and my others have proved themselves to be pretty shit friends. sadly this also means that i tend to go several days without even saying a word (that is until i adopted my cat LuLu)
LuLu: http://tinyurl.com/ycpyqogn
lulu is an amazing kitty. she's 6 years old and when i find who abused her and then gave her up i will beat the shit out of them. she's very well behaved and not an asshole like most cats are lol
i have done some drawings. i'll try to get them posted this week. its taking me longer to draw now than it used to because of the trigger finger (i cant close my left hand at all because when i do, several of my fingers stick down and i have to pry them back up. not fun at all and hurts). waiting to get into a doctor about that, there's only 2 options for treatment that they havent tried: cortisone shots and surgery.
my grandfather passed away just before my bday last year (that makes both of my grandparents having died just before my bday. so i officially hate that day). and my 6 year old nephews epilepsy has gotten worse. he had brain surgery a couple of weeks ago to try and stop it (severing the large cord in the brain so his brain has to reroute everything through the smaller one). but its officially been considered ineffective, which really sucks because that means that he will have to deal with all of the side-effects from the surgery (slow learning, memory issues, etc) for the rest of his life for no reason.
Nephew: https://d2g8igdw686xgo.cloudfront.n.....71903400_r.jpg
im still living in ohio, though i moved up to the northern part, a small town with really nothing going for it tbh. been here about.... 6 months i think? looking at possibly buying a house later on this year, so we'll see how that goes.
ill also be driving down to florida end of july. picking up my dog bella and my belongings. plus going to spend some time with my family since i havent seen them in almost 2 years (its a little shocking to realise i have been up here that long. some days it feels like i have been here forever, and others like ive only just arrived).
i think thats all for now. wanted to give everyone an update on what ive been up to. its not a full update mind you just what i feel comfortable sharing right now.
