well i just came back from Amarillo and i had fun but i did do something stupid while i was there but i am not going to explain. ummmm anyway. i got to know my family more i had a cousin who used to be in the military and i had visited graves of my aunts, uncle, cousin, great grandma and great grandpa, and my grandpa. it actually made me alot stronger seeing that. oh and i had seen my mom and seeing her in the condition she was in just made me want to go even more