I owe everyone an apology and an explanation for my lack of activity. I've had this saved on my phone for so long without posting out of fear of disappointing people.

First off, I am so sorry to my commissioners. Each day that I've been unable to work, I've been eaten up inside with guilt and anxiety. I'm afraid of failing you all and giving you something that isn't what you expected. I want to provide quality work for each of you. I am so thankful that you have all been so patient with me through this. I want to do something to say thank you, but I just don't know what.

So I guess it's down to the biggest part of this journal; why I haven't been around or posting updates.

For the last three months, I have been between living situations. My previous home's environment became too volatile for me to stay. My mental health and self worth deteriorated drastically and I became a hazard to myself. I had to return to my mother's for a while. Right now, I'm between her house and my previous one on days that I can get up there by myself to gather the last of my belongings. I have since been to the doctor a few times to put myself on medication for depression. We're still trying to find one that works best for me. At this point, I am considered a person with severe depression and mild anxiety. I am still struggling, but things are getting better. I won't get into details publicly, but that is the gist of it all.

Through all of this, I have been unable to have a place to set up my computer and tablet to work for more than an hour at a time. I've been trying to get as much as I can done in that short amount of time. Thankfully, I am mostly settled in back at my mother's and I can begin working comfortably again. I plan to have updates out to my commissioners in the next week or two.

Unfortunately, I think after I get this small batch of commissions out, I will be taking a break from taking commissions and working solely on personal works and fanart. I may hold a raffle or two, but I don't know yet.

Thank you all for your continued support.
Love to you,
Sinnabelle.