You ever have one of those times where you have something you wish you could post, but you know no one would like it? Through boredom and to keep my mind occupied on something besides suicide, I've found myself randomly writing. And through that I actually managed to finish writing a very short piece, and while my writing skills in RPs are just plain awful, I'm actually a little proud of myself with how it came out. And ever since I finished it a few weeks ago, part of me has wanted to post it somewhere. Unfortunately it is furry, and since that community absolutely hates me, I know I would get a deluge of hate messages if I ever did post it (and the fact it is NSFW doesn't help at all). It has just been eating at my mind ever since I finished it, and I imagine it will just get worse as time goes on, especially if I do any more writing. As time goes on, I keep finding myself becoming ever more helpless, and hopeless.

This concludes a vent that no one will ever read anyway, feel free to leave hate or advice (oh who am I kidding) in the comments. And at the very least my stupid April Fools joke isn't at the top of my journal list anymore.