Well I finally made it home today from Anthrocon, and already everything feels so lackluster compared to it. But it was amazing though, far more than I thought it would be. I was like a totally different person and was smiling almost the entire time, I met everyone I knew was there at the time, I did everything I was interested in, I only have one regret and that was not taking the time to get to know and cuddle a certain someone far more than we already did 💔

I cried in the bathroom from that on the last night, and also from the sadness of it all coming to an end. I am having to deal with the post con depression now for sure, but i'm still very thankful for everyone that pushed me to go and everyone who let me meet up with and hang out with them ❤️❤️❤️

I really hope I am able to go next year too, but with how much money trouble I have and the unstable living situation I dunno if I will be able to. Oh do I ever need to though, this is medicine for me, and i'm completely addicted to it now 💦

In conclusion, sdfhuagsdfhgsdfhgajlgfadgalsfg~~!!