Every day I felt like I would wake up and see your smile, to see you back into my life again like everything that happened was just a scary dream I could cry away; even though I promised to let you go.

You took a big piece of me with you, leaving me to crumble underneath the surface I was already drowning under..I always feel there is reasons to unexplainable actions or actions that may hurt someone in the end sometimes... and most of us...if we are strong, and we have each other... we can climb out.

They told me, it was for the better.

As more people fell through, the further I sank..my hope started fading away. There are only few wings that could help me fly through...and while I am grateful...I am also broken. I do not regret any time I spent with you, I am torn... But time will pass and heal my wounds.., and I will undeniably gain strength through this sadness to fully move on. I will always cherish our days together. Please don't come back for me...I love you.



A letter to the last days..and for someone I cared for.