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Chester
8 years ago
I'm having a really hard time coping with his passing.
I was never even a diehard fan of Linkin Park, but they have been with me my entire life and several of their songs have really helped me through hard times.
I'm not sure if it's nostalgia thats making me so sad or the fact that it was mental illness that ended him. Both are extremely hard topics for me emotionally.
Anyone else feel the same way?
I was never even a diehard fan of Linkin Park, but they have been with me my entire life and several of their songs have really helped me through hard times.
I'm not sure if it's nostalgia thats making me so sad or the fact that it was mental illness that ended him. Both are extremely hard topics for me emotionally.
Anyone else feel the same way?
I listened to them heavily in middle school, using their music to cope with my feelings. My music preference changed but I was always fond of them.
I have been really suicidal recently. And then he killed himself, and so much grief and strife had come of it. And support too.
Ultimately I feel ashamed for my feelings. I've read so many griefed messages from people he couldn't have ever known. He was so successful and yet it wasn't enough to cope with the mental illness.
I feel small and insignificant in comparison. But I also feel a resolve to make it through this so I won't devastate the people who love me. Maybe I'll make it someday. Mabe I can help others like he did.