Hello everyone. It's been forever since anything new from me was post here. Over a year to be exact if you count my previous journal. I've been through some things. Many of them emotionally taxing. I've mostly been trying to get my life together and I haven't been in much of a place to write anything one might expect from me, especially given that the vast majority of my non-smutty stuff won't likely end up on here. I have to be in the right frame of mind to write.certain things and my frame of mind until recently had been one characterized by anxiety and stress. I also likely neglected to mention that I was diagnosed with two mental illnesses a while back and frankly I'm lucky I haven't needed meds to keep myself together well enough to work and complete my coursework.

However, things are starting to look up. I'm feeling hopeful for my future and I feel as if I finally have the opportunity to pursue life as I wish to live it. I've been getting back in touch with some people I went silent on a long time ago, I'm talking to and meeting new people. My problems aren't entirely gone, but things are better now and I can truly say I'm in a better state emotionally/psychologically right now. There was a fear that my life was already kind of over, but it's become clear to me that I'm not a lost cause. That there's good reason to be hopeful. I do apologize for leaving you all hanging. I might write something and post it here in the very near future. I can't say what yet, but something.

In case anyone was wondering, I am considering writing a fourth entry in the Pledge series. However, I might complete something else before that. Thanks for sticking around.