I just wanted to do a post on the various outlets I have online real quick. Last year was really bad for me and this year started off okay, but in the last few weeks I have fallen back pretty hard to my old mindset. My coping mechanism is withdrawing from sources of stress, which in my case currently is society in general. I've withdrawn from interacting with pretty much all but my closest friends, and am really sorry to everyone that has reached out to me and I have ignored. Even if I didn't respond knowing that people care enough to check up on me is very comforting. However, I don't think anything is going to change any time soon, other than possibly getting worse. Thank you for your patience and understanding.