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8 years ago
Okay so a journal for those who care.
At present life is pretty shitty but for legit reasons not because Im just feeling sour over silly things.
Last month..or month before i forget i was diagnosed with Non Alcoholic fatty liver disease which in itself isn't as bad as it sounds, just means i have a strict diet and exercise regime to follow. What is bad is that as far as we know the Liver disease is causing me chronic pains on my upper abdomen that for lack of a better way of saying, makes me want to curl up and cry it hurts that much, nothing i do alleviates the pain not the pain killers not being in certain positions nothing. So because of that i had been signed off work for a month whilst they investigate.
Now though im forced back to work as the company will no longer be paying sick pay as ive used up my entitlement because of only been there a short time and if my pay cheque i got today is any indication i cannot even afford to be off sick at all. Almost feels like ive been penilized for being unwell.
To add to my misery my computer has basically had it, 5 years of service and its throwing in the towel i have done everything i can think of to try and keep it going but something on it is dead/dying everything's pointing to either motherboard or CPU, whichever it is i cannot fix it and i cannot afford to replace or rebuild because of the above mentioned lack of money from illness. My brothers been kind enough to give me his old laptop which will do as a desktop but it wont be for game playing. I am going to see if i can get a decent comp on the ol Finance but im not crossing my fingers
On the plus side due to my finances being as crap as they are i wasn't able to afford my painkillers AND my Anti depressants, so i went without the latter, due to being in pain i was spending alot of time asleep so i slept through the withdrawal symptoms from my Anti Depressants and now Im not on them at all, and i feel for the most part great for it, my mind doesn't feel as clouded and things that would get to me im now dealing with like a normal person, im not 100% yet but im certainly improving.
So TL;DR In Lots of pain
Money before health
Computers dead
No more Happy pills for me
At present life is pretty shitty but for legit reasons not because Im just feeling sour over silly things.
Last month..or month before i forget i was diagnosed with Non Alcoholic fatty liver disease which in itself isn't as bad as it sounds, just means i have a strict diet and exercise regime to follow. What is bad is that as far as we know the Liver disease is causing me chronic pains on my upper abdomen that for lack of a better way of saying, makes me want to curl up and cry it hurts that much, nothing i do alleviates the pain not the pain killers not being in certain positions nothing. So because of that i had been signed off work for a month whilst they investigate.
Now though im forced back to work as the company will no longer be paying sick pay as ive used up my entitlement because of only been there a short time and if my pay cheque i got today is any indication i cannot even afford to be off sick at all. Almost feels like ive been penilized for being unwell.
To add to my misery my computer has basically had it, 5 years of service and its throwing in the towel i have done everything i can think of to try and keep it going but something on it is dead/dying everything's pointing to either motherboard or CPU, whichever it is i cannot fix it and i cannot afford to replace or rebuild because of the above mentioned lack of money from illness. My brothers been kind enough to give me his old laptop which will do as a desktop but it wont be for game playing. I am going to see if i can get a decent comp on the ol Finance but im not crossing my fingers
On the plus side due to my finances being as crap as they are i wasn't able to afford my painkillers AND my Anti depressants, so i went without the latter, due to being in pain i was spending alot of time asleep so i slept through the withdrawal symptoms from my Anti Depressants and now Im not on them at all, and i feel for the most part great for it, my mind doesn't feel as clouded and things that would get to me im now dealing with like a normal person, im not 100% yet but im certainly improving.
So TL;DR In Lots of pain
Money before health
Computers dead
No more Happy pills for me
Beast-Storm
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*Viking Hugs*
Voncloud
~voncloud
OP
gurk! O.O
Beast-Storm
~beast-storm
Your not alone Voncloud
