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I'm Not Perfect
8 years ago
How do you tell the difference between a stoat and a weasel?
...And I never will be. I've found myself befriending people with a large amount of reach with who sees their stuff. Artists, competitive gamers, and I'm even representing an eSports organization. And many of them know I'm a furry. Nowadays I try to be a lot more friendly and accepting than I was in the past. But in the past I've had (and still sometimes have) moments where I'm a self-righteous asshat to some people. And with such a diverse group of people that I'm involved with, I dont want them to think I don't care.
Most, if not all of them will probably never see this journal, but in the off chance that they do. I want to apologize to each and every one on this list. There will be some I've forgotten, and I hope that if I have hurt someone and forgotten to include them, they know it's not intentional. And many of them knew me by other names: Glacien and Xephyr being the prominent ones.
To Pepper, I apologize for breaking contact with you. I freaked out and didn't know how to handle that situation. At least now you know I'm not the right person.
To Ziggy, we had patched things up before, but things were never the same. I apologize for my self-righteousness and general dickishness. I doubt we could be friends like we were way back then, but I still consider you an amazing person and I'm glad you're living life to its fullest.
To Harley, I don't know if you ever felt like I treated you with respect. It could have been clashing personalities or whatever, but you still deserved better than what I probably ever gave you.
And to Nanabi, I probably treated you the worst. To be honest, I don't remember all of what I did. Probably made some less-than-friendly comments about your interests and treated you with less respect than you deserved. I'm truly glad you're happy with your mate, and that you've got an amazing circle of friends. And hey, guess what, I like men now too. Funny how things work out.
This journal isn't to make myself feel better or even to ask for forgiveness from these people. It's to do my best to show that I want to end up being a better person than I was before, and that each day I can say I made a change for the better. If my life is improving because of choices I've made, then I should be improving along with it.
Most, if not all of them will probably never see this journal, but in the off chance that they do. I want to apologize to each and every one on this list. There will be some I've forgotten, and I hope that if I have hurt someone and forgotten to include them, they know it's not intentional. And many of them knew me by other names: Glacien and Xephyr being the prominent ones.
To Pepper, I apologize for breaking contact with you. I freaked out and didn't know how to handle that situation. At least now you know I'm not the right person.
To Ziggy, we had patched things up before, but things were never the same. I apologize for my self-righteousness and general dickishness. I doubt we could be friends like we were way back then, but I still consider you an amazing person and I'm glad you're living life to its fullest.
To Harley, I don't know if you ever felt like I treated you with respect. It could have been clashing personalities or whatever, but you still deserved better than what I probably ever gave you.
And to Nanabi, I probably treated you the worst. To be honest, I don't remember all of what I did. Probably made some less-than-friendly comments about your interests and treated you with less respect than you deserved. I'm truly glad you're happy with your mate, and that you've got an amazing circle of friends. And hey, guess what, I like men now too. Funny how things work out.
This journal isn't to make myself feel better or even to ask for forgiveness from these people. It's to do my best to show that I want to end up being a better person than I was before, and that each day I can say I made a change for the better. If my life is improving because of choices I've made, then I should be improving along with it.
