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My Dog Died...
8 years ago
Yesterday, after 6 hours fight for her life in the vet, one of my dogs, Alaskan Malamute named Inuyasha died.
Someone poisoned her (she probably ate something from the ground on the street, that dog hunters throw around), so she died long, painfull and horrible death.
I was with her the whole way and after. I couldn't help, all the doctors around couldn't. I wish they at least say that there is no way to help so we give her painkillers and let her go in peace.
But that didn't happened. Listening to her crying like human would do (I never heard a dog making these sounds in my life before), petting her and promising it will be all right. But it's not all right.
Yesterday at this time a had best dog ever beside me. Now she is not with me anymore and I don't know how to live with all these pain.
In Russia we have no cremation (not for humans, not for animals), we have no animal graveyards. I have nothing of her now. I left her in the vet, they will bury her with others and I will have nowhere to come.
I really want to make a memorial or something, which is very expensive. I really would like to have a statue, life size one, but I'm not sure if I can afford it anytime soon, because this last vet visit was expensive (and absolutely useless, as you can see).
If you wanna join and support making monument for Inuyasha, you can send it via www.paypal.me/fleki (Please, write it's for Yasha!) And your nickname. If we get to make enough money, I want nicknames/names of people who helped me with making it possible engraved on it. If we don't get enough money ( I don't know how much exactly is needed, I think lifesize thing might cost around...dunno, $1000?), then we will take what we have and will think about something smaller, or I will put these funds away for the time when I can add enough to it so make it happen.
Please, notice that it's nothing emergency. I paid all of our vet bills, there is nothing anyone can do to bring her back. If you want to help someone who can REALLY use it, then donate to your local animal shelter, they might REALLY NEED your help. Thing I'm talking about here is something I really wanna do to keep at least something in this world about Yasha. A place where I can come and cry and... I don't know. I just can't describe how hard it is for me right now to live with all that, knowing my loved one is gone via such a horrible death.
If you never knew Yasha, take a look at this beauty, if you knew her, lets remememorize here together:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4781679/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8839393/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15239213/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7592111/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3704654/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3704630/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3704515/
Someone poisoned her (she probably ate something from the ground on the street, that dog hunters throw around), so she died long, painfull and horrible death.
I was with her the whole way and after. I couldn't help, all the doctors around couldn't. I wish they at least say that there is no way to help so we give her painkillers and let her go in peace.
But that didn't happened. Listening to her crying like human would do (I never heard a dog making these sounds in my life before), petting her and promising it will be all right. But it's not all right.
Yesterday at this time a had best dog ever beside me. Now she is not with me anymore and I don't know how to live with all these pain.
In Russia we have no cremation (not for humans, not for animals), we have no animal graveyards. I have nothing of her now. I left her in the vet, they will bury her with others and I will have nowhere to come.
I really want to make a memorial or something, which is very expensive. I really would like to have a statue, life size one, but I'm not sure if I can afford it anytime soon, because this last vet visit was expensive (and absolutely useless, as you can see).
If you wanna join and support making monument for Inuyasha, you can send it via www.paypal.me/fleki (Please, write it's for Yasha!) And your nickname. If we get to make enough money, I want nicknames/names of people who helped me with making it possible engraved on it. If we don't get enough money ( I don't know how much exactly is needed, I think lifesize thing might cost around...dunno, $1000?), then we will take what we have and will think about something smaller, or I will put these funds away for the time when I can add enough to it so make it happen.
Please, notice that it's nothing emergency. I paid all of our vet bills, there is nothing anyone can do to bring her back. If you want to help someone who can REALLY use it, then donate to your local animal shelter, they might REALLY NEED your help. Thing I'm talking about here is something I really wanna do to keep at least something in this world about Yasha. A place where I can come and cry and... I don't know. I just can't describe how hard it is for me right now to live with all that, knowing my loved one is gone via such a horrible death.
If you never knew Yasha, take a look at this beauty, if you knew her, lets remememorize here together:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4781679/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8839393/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15239213/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7592111/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3704654/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3704630/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3704515/
It's not much, but I sent some funds. I hope it will help to make your want, a reality. You should have something to remember Yasha by.
Much love,
Siggy
I am sorry for your loss.
-Black Diamond
If i get someone between my paws who i see to try to poison my dog, first im gonna hit them up, and then i get them to police. you should go to police and look if they can help you.
i wish you the best, and hope you can work through your pain
all i have left are pictures and her collar
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/4941020/
I'm so sorry for your loss, I work at a kennel and we lost an older dog I've known for years yesterday. It's such a bizarre feeling, and it's a million times worse if you grew up with them.
I know an artist who does excellent graphite portraits of animals if you want something nice to frame.
but i sure that your InuYasha have be very happy of live with you :) !
don't tears whem you remember of InuYasha, but laugh of your adventure and game ^^:
You can't see InuYasha now but he live in you !
The true dead is whem you have finish think of him.
courage young girl stay strong because, i am sure InuYasha would like that for you :) !
PS: sorry foy my very bad english, but i can't stay nothing do! i must you say my compassion and support.
I'm so sorry for your loss Fleki.
My family has owned many pets over the years, and they have died both from natural causes, and from humans that care not for animals.
Every time a pet dies, one's heart breaks. It is only understandable if you experience pain and sorrow from this.
I might not be able to monetarily contribute to your pet's memorial, but know that if you need someone to talk to because of your sorrow, I'm here to listen.
Sorry Yasha did as well.
Her beauty was astonishing.
This is just horrible, I can't believe people would poison dogs like that!
I'm so sorry that she went through all that pain and that you are hurting now without her.
My heart goes out to the both of you <3
Do you know who did it? I'll send retribution after them.
It's going to hurt like Hell for a while, but keep your other pets and family close by. Talk to your other pets, family and friends and have a good cry. Bottling things up inside is never a good choice, trust me.
A big, big hug to you. Please, stay strong.
It is weird they wouldnt have done this with you but maybe things work differently where you live
Very much the same way. No animal should suffer such a death...
She had a positive impact on my life, how she came to me begging for food or scratches with her cute and fluffy face.
I'll remember her like that. She was the best. Keep an eye on joker, he must be ever so lonely without her now dear. *hugs*
So sorry. Losing a friend is the worst pain.
*hugs bunches*
-Caedin