Hey, Im not sure how much I can offer or do for you but I understand how it feels to question who we are.

If you just conform to what others want you end up hurting. However if you are in no position to come out as trans, DON'T Protect yourself as best you can, If you have no where else to go and a household that is against it, you will have to walk on egg shells till you are stable and able to provide for yourself.

I am glad you are reaching out, comfort from those who accept you will be vital in your fight to be who you really are.

My biggest issue us my dad today made a comment I thought we were pass. That he doesn't like gays. Mind you, I've come out as pansexual to them. And yet he still says this when my last relationship was with this girl that I was very close to.

So it makes me scared to even ask for help on facebook since my parents are on facebook and are friends on mine. And I've told them before that I'm genderfluid. But with the more feeling like a guy, it sometimes feels like I shouldnt be who I am.

But I don't know how my family will take it if I were to say that I feel like im a guy more often or not. Thats why I'm confused. If I'm just going through a stage of me being genderfluid. Or actually feeling like I might be something else.

Honestly is sounds like you are very scared of what could happen. This is fully understandable. I want you to be careful as if you feel these words are said in malice they very well may be.

Give yourself time to think, Try going to other Trans members you know, Genderfluid members you know, ect. See what they say. It would possibly be safer to go to friends and even safer here on FA. You do not have to come out right way. Start small. Use male pronouns on the site you feel safest.

And please, PLEASE trust me when I say If you parents show a dislike to this keep it from them until you are comfortably settled else where with a means of stability and income. Keep in mind that sometimes it is not safe to come out and I think this is true for your situation.

I don't mind talking if you need to or want to take it private. I am confused on a lot of things myself so I can understand its very hard. But you are not alone. Its all about Your health and safety