Just spilling out a few words of another amazing Convention year~

First of all... I BLAME ALL ON for corrupting me. He helped me lots to find the convidence to go to a convention to expierence all of that. While I was just meeting a handful of people last year... I pretty much tried to meet as many people possibly this year D:

My convention war story starts at tuesday x3... where apparantly everyone who arrived early already had a blast there D:!!! I didn't realize so many of my friends arrive a day earlier and hang out at the hotel and Berlin. So the Con Jealousy already began there.

Then the longest 48 hours began x3 I had to catch a train on midnight and I planned to catch some sleep before that <.< but couldn't! So I was already a full day awake as I ventured to Berlin. I at least thought I could sleep on the train, but they were all crowded like all hell. And a little widdle girl slept on my reserved seat... there was no way I could enforce my seat without being an asshole about it x3 ... so spent the whole ride on the floor.

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My plan was not to go to the hotel right away, but to pick up my best friend  whitedragon from the airport... which I know already waaaaaaay too long D: and who helped me through so many lows in my life... really exciting! Waiting at the gate and watch the people come out <w< and I still had no clue what he even looks like >w>... so I started to rate the people coming out from 1 to 10 of how likely they are to be Ruth based on the details I picked up over the years. In the end it was him who found me D: cause of purple hair! <w< >w> I was like... seriously! YOU LOOK NOTHING LIKE YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME YOU ARE LOOKING!!!

But still... first hug of the day c: by no means the last one!!!

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Then finally going to the hotel ~ <3

I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN HOW AWESOME THE TIME WAAAAAAS So much stuff we did~

Meeting all the friends and awesome people~ <3

who was as lively as always c: +1 in shinybadge and artist Alley salesmanship
who was often busy with charity D:! But still was a blast to hang out with ~<3 and we saw him scoot back and forth between con ops and the booth so often ;w; always so stressed... poor lil itchi! Give him more huuuugs next year~
who was like the chillest dragon ever for his first con B3... also who brought so much belgium beer along x3~ and that roomparty never came together!!! DAMN!!
Who I really wished I could have hugged more! D: But there was sooooo much stuuuuffffff =3= and I thought I pissed him off at one time which made me really anxious for a while.
who was super adorable and sweet as always ~<3 + got his suit right before the con, which was the cutest thing you could ever see ~ best tailmaw ever~
I met briefly c: hanging out at the open stage while waiting inbetween panels <3 super sweet fin!
Who is really amazing at people x3~ He really knows how to bring like minded people together and is always approachable and nice~

Also met a friend of Ruth o3o! "Stormydragon/serylis" who also was a very amazing person~<3 who put up with me the whole time~

ALSO RAN INTO SQUIRRELNOMZ shortly c: good hugs~ good nomz~ <3

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At the macro meet I got to meet all the other cool people B3
 draxi +  Thaz Were just as dorky as I imagined~ but in an awesome way c:
 corvidius who was as expected a feathered nerd B3 but also cool!
I met briefly before the macro meet~ was awesome to see him still kicking in his suit ~

Also!!!!  ap-dc x3~ words can't even explain how much energy and positivity he radiated! He and  luckywesel (who I unfortunately failed to meet in person Dx!!!) made an amazing meet with all the great things! Snacks and drinks and free give aways for everyone x3~ they even set up a Gamecube with Godzilla - Destroy all monsters melee~ a game I played so much as I was younger <3 and of course lots of playtoys for the suiters and the photographers c:

Also meet  Tyrix :3 a fellow giant hermaphrodite x3 despite our inital clash at the macro chat about being the biggest, Yumi still turned out to be super bubbly, happy and nice c: With someone so awesome, I don't mind sharing some universes for a snack with x3~
... ALSO protecting Yumi c:!

;3; ufff! I met so many! SORRY TO ANYBODY WHICH NAME I FORGOT! YOU ARE ALL STILL AMAZING!

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Voremeet was a bit more crowded this year o3o and despite all the problems that came up due to delays of the Pawpetshow, it was still fun to hang out at~

Met up with all the sweet friends from last year and also new ones~

and who are both super dorky and a perfect match for each other~ they always pour so much effort into keeping the vore community together c: and it shows!

I gonna be here all day at this point ;3;! gonna list all the awesome peeps!

mousey... I MEAN Ekuya... boop! ... PROLLY A TON MORE D:!!! ,w, there were just too many to list em all!

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I could probably go on and on and on ;3; just so much happend~
Awesome panels! or just chilling at the open stage and listening to furoke with friends, having nomz with more friends! Hanging out in the artist lounge and just enjoying the time... also attended the opening and closing ceremony (which was really short cause they were behind shedule)
Also Kage's story hour and the pawpetshow ~<3 which was really fun~

ALSO!!! THE MOST EMBARASING MOMENT OF MY LIFE! xD me and commissioning royalty
... hey do you draw hyper? and macro..... and herms!!!??? ... yeah sure! XD omg... my heart was pounding when my fennec friend was asking that... BUT SHE WAS SO FRIENDLY AND CHILL ABOUT IT x3~ omg! She usually does the most adorable and sexy art X3~ AND NOW THIS! XD

And I had a lot of phases when my anxiety and self esteem dropped to dangerously low levels... when I was too shy to approach people when I just should have! I likely missed out on a few occassions were I could have make even more amazing memories, but I didn't... it's still something that I have to fix with myself. Also I was all the time way to afraid to ask a fursuiter for a photo or an artist to sign my conbook <w> because then my mind just keeps yelling at me that I am not deserving of that and that I probably will just be a bother for them... deep within I know that isn't true... but it's so hard to silence this voice... I will try better! I will work hard to improve ~<3 thanks to everyone who helped me.

Looking so forward to next year <3 will venture on with my diet and training to loose even more weight so I can get the fursuit of my dreams~ and really really hope I get to hug everyone next year in it~<3 you are the people who make living on this planet worthwhile ~<3 you are all amazing people ~<3 GOSH I CAN'T STOP IT! I LOVE YOU ALL <3

You finally made me fall in love with being alive after almost 3 decades of darkness~ <3