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Unnecessary Lust On My First Day of the New Semester
8 years ago
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So the fall semester at my community college has begun, or it at least started last week. Classes seem easy, there's not much to report.
Though I did want to vent slightly, though not out of anger or anything stupid, just need to rattle off.
Specifically on the fact that in an IT class I have once a a week in the evening for three hours, there is not that many of us and in the front row of computers, I sit a mere four screens away from an absolutely gorgeous woman. I'll just call her by her first initial X for this entry.
Of course I'm just some six foot black geek with no experience? I have too much anxiety to do something crazy like approach her. She's got her own life to live anyway. Though I do wonder if she's in this class to pursue programming, general IT like me, or web design.
.... I'm an idiot, I could try striking up conversation that way! But then I don't have it in me to try anyway.
Ah well, c'est la vie.
I suppose the most relevant thing about my little tangent besides demonstrating I'm probably a creep and shouldn't be around people, is that when I saw X, I realized that she had the perfect body to model for Christine.
... Which is probably an even creepier notion, I'm already objectifying her, I barely know her. But as an artist, I could most certainly use a reference so accurate to improve future illustrations.
I am technically interested in her body not only for my creative endeavors and improving my product, but also for dragging my tongue along every inch of her and having her on top of me.
I should probably just focus on learning HTML and CSS for the next three months and not on studying what X's body does when she's in different positions so I can draw Christine better.
That's messed up. I'm messed up.
Though I did want to vent slightly, though not out of anger or anything stupid, just need to rattle off.
Specifically on the fact that in an IT class I have once a a week in the evening for three hours, there is not that many of us and in the front row of computers, I sit a mere four screens away from an absolutely gorgeous woman. I'll just call her by her first initial X for this entry.
Of course I'm just some six foot black geek with no experience? I have too much anxiety to do something crazy like approach her. She's got her own life to live anyway. Though I do wonder if she's in this class to pursue programming, general IT like me, or web design.
.... I'm an idiot, I could try striking up conversation that way! But then I don't have it in me to try anyway.
Ah well, c'est la vie.
I suppose the most relevant thing about my little tangent besides demonstrating I'm probably a creep and shouldn't be around people, is that when I saw X, I realized that she had the perfect body to model for Christine.
... Which is probably an even creepier notion, I'm already objectifying her, I barely know her. But as an artist, I could most certainly use a reference so accurate to improve future illustrations.
I am technically interested in her body not only for my creative endeavors and improving my product, but also for dragging my tongue along every inch of her and having her on top of me.
I should probably just focus on learning HTML and CSS for the next three months and not on studying what X's body does when she's in different positions so I can draw Christine better.
That's messed up. I'm messed up.
