Little vent
8 years ago
General
Sometimes I really hate myself for not being able to make up my fucking mind.
Especially after making design changes and then having second thoughts about them.
Most recent example of this is the new design I made for Reeze.
I wasn't really sure if I even wanted to use him, but just went through with the change because I didn't want to think about it too much like I usually do.
Well, afterall I think I'll make this design a seperate character with a new name. If I'll even use him again, because I can't really see myself drawing him again tbh.
I already worry way too much about making any form of design changes because of the fear of making another one shortly after.
ugh.. I guess I feel a need to set things right and explain things and I just can't help it for some reason.
Maybe it's because I don't have proper refs of any of my characters yet and I see the most recent drawing of them as their current ref. IDK.
I don't even know why I always think it's a big deal, but I guess It's because I think this back and forth comes off as annoying.
At least I annoy myself with this.
I'm just a very insecure person and I apologize if this stuff gets annoying or confusing.
Well, I just wanted to get this off my chest, because I'm really beating myself up with this.
Thank you for reading!
I really appreciate all of your support!
Especially after making design changes and then having second thoughts about them.
Most recent example of this is the new design I made for Reeze.
I wasn't really sure if I even wanted to use him, but just went through with the change because I didn't want to think about it too much like I usually do.
Well, afterall I think I'll make this design a seperate character with a new name. If I'll even use him again, because I can't really see myself drawing him again tbh.
I already worry way too much about making any form of design changes because of the fear of making another one shortly after.
ugh.. I guess I feel a need to set things right and explain things and I just can't help it for some reason.
Maybe it's because I don't have proper refs of any of my characters yet and I see the most recent drawing of them as their current ref. IDK.
I don't even know why I always think it's a big deal, but I guess It's because I think this back and forth comes off as annoying.
At least I annoy myself with this.
I'm just a very insecure person and I apologize if this stuff gets annoying or confusing.
Well, I just wanted to get this off my chest, because I'm really beating myself up with this.
Thank you for reading!
I really appreciate all of your support!
Reeze0x
~reeze0x
OP
Yes, I just felt like I was changing things almost every other day. Well, not literally of course. But I guess I'll just take some more time with design tweaks/changes in the future before I post them as final and not worry too much ^^.
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