Break doesn't help, as its hard for me to leave this site, though I really don't know why, I don't even look at the porn. (not much at least)

I decided to make a new account, maybe that could make me feel better, it already has been up for 3 days at least.

But one thing, I won't be telling anyone. Now with almost 100 watchers, I thought I could get my hopes up, but as said before, the majority is inactive. I don't count the people who just commented my last journal.

Also alot of you I treated so nice to you, gave you multipul ammounts of stuff, and even drew some in my most proudful event. But I fell the unappreciation. No, I dont want anything physical in return, but its always the thought that would count.

Just be clear, I don't hate anyone. The fresh start is really good

On the side note, this does not count anyone I know on msn or dA, and if you count as one of them, just ask.