So I sneezed so hard that I colapsed in pain. My back hurts so fucking much. I don`t usually cry from pain, but when I sneezed and I felt this shock through my back and legs, I did. I screamed and started crying. My mom came in and found strong medecine, but they do not work.
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Since some years ago, when I and was going to look at an apartment, I fell hard on the ice. That christmas I got the worst back pain in my life. And after that it comes and goes. My doctor say it`s because of my weight, because I am overweight. But holy shit, why does it husrts so fucking bad?!
I can`t sit or walk (walking like an old lady), can only lay on my back. Glad I am going to see my doctor on friday because of the lump I found, but don`t know if he takes me serious enough. I want an MRT, and hopefully he will let me, because my physiotherapist said she wanted me to take one, last time I saw her.

So I can`t draw at the moment :/