Should be more happy, finally breaking milestones on my art sites but i see at my patreon and i realize im behind, behind everybody i see myself at the mirror, count my age and say to myself "it is already too late?", i know is not the first time i have doubted myself, funny how doctor said drawing as improved my depression, i dont know what do should continue and be happy? and lose, or obey mom and get a common job becoming a drone and lose, seems a grim outlook.
As a chilean always saw art as s something hard to reach but still i saw other being succesful so i wanted but alas i couldnt....even know i imagine succesful artists from my country like Diives laughing at me...going to bed im not feeling okay