what is being real? what name is real?
8 years ago
some say I am crazy, and I'd say that they're at least half right.
I just realized something deep and kinda sad, all of my persona's and even fursona(s) are only semi to non-para, I.e. not actually me, not actually real, only part of me, and normally the idealized parts.
Even Shadow is non-para, in that he is also idealized even if that is out of the darker side of things that I like to look into at times, at no point have I actually let myself just simply be my-self within interactions with others in years.
I am not even sure what that would be like anymore.
Hi, I am the person behind the: personas and fursonas.
It is nice to meet you, feel free to get to know me, if you want to... as I want to get to know people for real once again.
I am, me, Sam... I think.
Even Shadow is non-para, in that he is also idealized even if that is out of the darker side of things that I like to look into at times, at no point have I actually let myself just simply be my-self within interactions with others in years.
I am not even sure what that would be like anymore.
Hi, I am the person behind the: personas and fursonas.
It is nice to meet you, feel free to get to know me, if you want to... as I want to get to know people for real once again.
I am, me, Sam... I think.
FA+

what now?
and I read articles and books online.
https://archive.org/stream/Memories.....0Jung_djvu.txt
https://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/p/pa.....47r/index.html
http://www.constitution.org/jsm/liberty.htm
are all well worth a read.
I do the same thing, I don't really watch tv much anymore. The only time I ise the tv is to play videogames
As for reading I prefer books I can have on hand, like Harry Potter and such. But I read alot online too!
I didn't mean it like you have bad eyesight, more so you have a good ear for catching words
Sorry if It seemed like I offended you..
Yes, a better ear for catching words.