please listen to this journal carefully,as I can no longer pretend things are okay

I am currently looking for a place to stay,by technicality I am homeless by the end of october,right now I'm living with a friend of mine,but situations out of his control I will have to leave.I will be in dallas,but I will have very little money for personal needs/food,unless I can find a job

I'm sorry for making posts like this,if you know me I have not had a stable home/job for many years,I'm very tired,sick,and severely depressed. I just want to get up on my feet.i know how that can be a burden on someone,and I'm truly sorry,I also don't mean to come off as begging,I'd just prefer to not keep anyone out of the loop and im sorry if it felt that way,I've been just trying to find a job and get my life on track which is proving difficult day after day


if you have any leads or anything please,please pm me.serious pms please..
I'm currently in the southwest/east,sadly I don't have the money to go further