Aww I really love what you draw

I'm sorry to dissapoint. But there are other great artists anyway...I'm just a thread lost in the wind.

You ARE one of the great artists >8C You're an artists someone like me can look at and feel inspired by. I may not fave or comment a lot, but dammit, I SAVE >8C

Thank you...I don't get much kind words often...It just that some things I do always go to waste...It...makes me feel depressed.

WEll, it certainly has NOT been your art. I'm serious, I've been loving your art for about a year or so now, I got most of your pics in a folder here on my 'puter. I love the style you have.

And then I always love to read your guys journals, usually pretty humorous :)

Well, you do make a point...I sometimes feel Envy towards others who get so much attention. Yet, in person I dislike alot of attention. My emotions get the best of me. again, thanks.

if you wanna chat I added you to my yahoo :)

Thats actually my mate who uses yahoo...sorry. D:

WELL HE GET ON AND I"LL YELL AT YOU THROUGH HIM >83

I dunno when he goes on...ssoo...
But actually its all fine now. I was going through personal problems then I got all Emo here on FA..So I won't be gone so long after all.

good t o hear 83


Also, how'd you guys like to come to hawaii a couple days in september? x3

Well my mate is now in Las Cruces, and I'm here on Oahu...Where on Hawaii are you going? which island?

Island of Hawaii. we're going to be staying around.... Hilo, I think?

Ahhh..The big Island...I lived most of my child hood there...My real mom lives there...hell who knows, Since i visit her often I might be able to make it.

8D That'd be AWESOME, I love meeting peeps.

And hawaii's gonna be awesome xp THough I REALLY wanted to be on Oahu, to see for one the Arizona, I've always wanted to see it, and then see where my mom and dad lived, since they went to school at Radford

The Big Island is huge and you will need a car and alot of gas to really enjoy it. There are many places to see, but honestly, nothing to do. its like a huge country...with cities in between. kinda like the main land but smaller and surrounded by water. XD if you a country person who don't mind having not much to do its great. but you CAN find ways to have fun...bring a go kart and find long grassy trail while admiring nature. Oahu is the city island of hawaii. Traffic, business cluddered neighborhoods. Its hard to really describe but when you arrive to the big island and Oahu you'll get the idea.

:P I don't mind the nature at all, I REALLY want to go running around finding stuff for myself :)


I don't mind city or country really, as long as a city is nearby. Or it's fucking beautiful around

You gotta think more positive than that.

*Sigh* I know...But lately things aren't looking up in my personal life and it's getting to me.

Its all okay now...I won't be gone so long after all....I was suffering with personal problems and then I got all emo here. But it's fine now...I'll still be here...

That really stinks to hear but you have to think positive. Just like what  natethehun said. And it's normal to feel envy to someone who is a bit more better but you shouldn't feel inferior or anything. This is coming from someone who has drawn a long time but isn't that great but I still try and such. You just have to practice, and you will see improvement along the way. Most of all the "fantastic" or "wonderful" artists started somewhere. So yeah, you just gotta think positive and continue doing what you like to do. I'm not trying to be mean but I'm just saying this because I used to think that way too but I knew that I had to think more and not worry about those popular artists and just focus on myself. And you should do the same.

Yeah, I understand what you mean. But I most recently had a change of mind...I just felt depressed due to other reasons and then this all came to mind so became all emo and depressed. So I won't be gone as long after all...I took care of my other problems...I felt better about everythign kind words from fans...

Well I'm glad to hear that you had a change of heart. = )